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Agabanta ya tsugunna yana kallon fuskarta karo nafarko a zamantakewarsu da ya tsaya ya kalleta,
"Yaya yusleem ko kasan kuwa tarin zunubin da yake kan duk wani wanda yake aikata irin wannan dabi'ar? Irinfa wannan laifin al'umar wani annabi sukayi Allah ya halakar dasu sannan acikin littafinsa mai tsarki ya sanar damu nau'o'in azabar da ya tanadarwa duk wani wanda ya kasance yana aikata irin wannan halayyar...."
Tausassun hannayensa yakai yadora akan nata har lokacin dai idanuwansa suna kan fuskarta sannan sun juye daga farare zuwa jajaye,
"Ba laifina bane, karki ga laifina, komai yana faruwa ne da dalili, wallahi irin rayuwar da na tsinci kaina abaya ta kunci, talauci, tsangwama, tsana da kuma kyara itace tayi sanadiyyar fadawata cikin wannan mummunan halin..."
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Kallonta yayi da jan idanuwanshi tareda kwantar da kanshi bisa cinyarta yanajin zuciyarshi tana yi masa zafi wanda bai taba jin irinsa ba,
"Yaya yusleem nikuma sai nake ganin wannan ba dalili bane ko hujja da har zaka jefa kanka cikin halaka..."
"Wannan daliline mai karfi NANAH...."
"Nikuma agareni ba dalili bane domin wannan abun da kake aikatawa yafi dukkanin abubuwan da ka zayyano muni,haba yaya yusleem kamanta labarin wani mutum da annabi yafada mana mai tsawaita tafiya yana mai gizo mai k'ura k'ura yadaga hannayensa zuwa sama yana cewa ya ubangiji ya ubangiji amma annabi yace ba a amsa masaba saboda abincinsa haramun ne,abin shansa haramun, tufafinsa haramun sannan yayi guzuri da haram...."
Dago da kanshi yayi ya kalleta sakamakon jin saukar hawayenta akan wuyanshi,
"NANAH arayuwar baya na tsinci kaina cikin mawuyacin hali, mahaifinmu Alhaji Ahmad Mela mu Goma Sha biyar ya haifa sannan matanshi uku kowacce tanada yara biyar,
Ya mutu ya barmu tun muna kanana, acikin yaransa mu ukune manya daga Shu'aib sai Mukhtar sai ni, dukkaninmu kanmu daya, kasancewar dama gidan ba azaman lafiya yasa tun rasuwar mahaifinmu kowa ya kama 'yayanshi yarike bayan anraba gado,kuma kin san zumuncin yanzu yanda yake na ganin ido ne,
Nanah a lokacin wallahi duk da ni yarone ban wuce shekara 24 ba ina yin iya bakin kokarina wurin nemowa mahaifiyata da kannena abinda zamuci amma mami bata gani kullum cikin kusheni take da zagi cewar ni banida zuciya zan bari wai talauci ya kasheta,
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Nayi iyakar iyawata ganin na fahimtar da ita amma taki fahimta ita kawai burinta lokaci daya inyi kudi inzama millionaire dan kawai ta bawa kishiyoyinta haushi,
Idan kinga irin sana'o'in danayi makaskanta sai kin tausaya min, har turin baro wallahi nayi, na saida pure water, nayi kanikanci,nayi jiran shago duk wai dan inrufawa kaina da yan uwana asiri amma mami bata gani koda yaushe bata da magana sai nacewa, ita bazan burgeta ba muddin ban tashi nanemo kudi duk inda yake nazama mai kudiba,mami duk tabi ta tsangwameni ta tsaneni akan kawai ban zama mai kudiba,
Da wannan kananan sana'o'in nasamu nakammala degree amma abin haushi babu aikin yi dole nakoma gareji naci gaba da gyaran mota,
Sau da dama ku mata kune kuke cusawa mutum ra'ayin da baiyi niyyaba nanah, a lokacin idan nasiyowa mami abu nakawo mata ko atamfa ko takalmi sai ta raina kiri kiri zata nuna min ban burgeta ba kuma bata ji dadiba wani lokacin ma har takara da fadin "ni ba irin wannan harkar tsiyar nakeso kayimin ba, ni so nake karinka Kawo min kaya masu tsada akwati akwati yanda nima zan fantama, amma kai kullum abubuwa ba arziki kaki katashi kayi arziki yanda mahaifinku ya mutu bai bar muku komaiba kaima haka zaka mutu baka bar komai ba?"
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Irin Wadannan maganganun da mami kemin sune suke tsaya min araina inji zuciyata takasa samun nutsuwa saboda ni aganina ina iyakar kokarina amma komai nayi bata gode min kuma bazata samin albarka ba,
Acikin wannan yanayin wan mahaifinmu yabani yarsa Rahina in aura, sam Rahinan bata sona saboda kawai banda abin hannu sai rufin asiri,
Dakyar ita da uwarta suka amince akayi auren saboda babu yanda zasuyi, bayan aurenmu da Rahina nashiga matsanancin hali saboda zan siyo mata kayan cefane in aiko mata dashi daga gareji amma wallahi nanah yanda aka Kawo kayan nan haka zan dawo insamu kayana tabarshi awurin bata taba ba, idan abin lalacewa ne to sai dai ya lalace, bazata yimin girki ba idan nayi magana tace ita bazata dafawa matsiyaci abinci ba mai k'ashin tsiya wanda bashida rabon arziki,
Bazata yi sharaba,baza tai wanke wanke ba babu abinda takeyi abinci ma mahaifiyarta ce ke aiko mata daga gidansu batare da mahaifinta yasaniba, kullum idan naje gaida mami dakyar take amsawa, idan nadawo gida Rahina ta tareni da masifa da bakaken maganganu wani lokacin ma sai tace bazan shiga dakinta ba ita ubanta bai siya mata gado da katifa dan matsiyaci ba dama kuma tunda akayi auren bata barni na kusanceta ba domin kullum da wuka akasan pillow take kwana wai duk ranar da nayi yunkurin zuwa inda take sai ta kasheni,
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Kullum a falo nake kwana ita kuma tana cikin daki wata rana ma idan bata gadamaba rufe kofa take sai dai inkwana awaje idan nafadawa mami sai ta goyi da bayanta tamkar ba itace ta haifeni ba, duk da irin wannan abubuwan da Rahina kemin bai hana zuciyata fara sonta ba amma ita hankalinta ba akaina yakeba domin haka mahaifiyarta zata zo har gida su hadu su zageni tass suna kirana da matsiyaci marar arziki,
In takaice miki zance daga karshe sakani agaba sukayi saida nasaki Rahina duk da ina sonta ashe wani mai kudi tasamu suke soyayyarsu da aurena, aranar da nasaketa sukazo suka kwashe kayanta Hafsat nayi kuka irin kukan da ban tabayiba domin ina sonta duk da rashin kyautatawar da take yimin,
Kwana biyu nadauka agida ban fitaba saboda damuwa, da daddare ina kwance ni kadai adaki na dauki wayata nashiga facebook nan naga wani yaturo min da friend request babu bata lokaci nayi accepting,
Bayan mun gaisa yake cemin a ina nake nafada masa, sai yacemin wai ina dan harkoki nace masa ehh to ana dan tabawa saboda ni ban gane abinda yake nufiba haka mukaci gaba da yin hira yace shi dan majalissa ne awani gari yakamata inje in sameshi,
Wallahi nanah ban taba sanin mutumin nan bana kirki bane saboda nayi tunanin ko aiki zai bani tunda nafada masa nagama karatu babu aikin yi,
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Sallama nayiwa mami nashirya natafi wurinsa da takardu na amma koda naje sai labari yasha banban lokacin da yanuna min karara abinda yake son yi dani ashe gay ne ban saniba, a lokacin ban aminceba amma koda nazauna nayi tunani nahango irin tsangwamar da mutane kemin akan bani da arziki da irin halin ko inkula da mami ke nuna min da kuma yadda aka rabani da rahina sai kawai na amince shiyasa nace miki amafi yawan lokuta ku mata kone kuke zama silar faruwar komai domin dayawa daga cikinku bakuda godiyar Allah burinku kawai mutum yayi arziki batareda kun damu da sanin halalcin arzikin ko haramcinsa ba,
Kwanana uku awurinshi aranar da zan dawo yabani wata kyakkyawar mota banda tsabar kudi dubu dari biyar,
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Tunda mami taga nafara arziki shikenan tahau murna tana cewa burinta yakusa cika sukuma mutane sai cewa suke Allah ne yayi min nasibi dare daya ya azurtani, wallahi nanah ko sau daya mami bata taba tambayata a ina nake samun kudiba ita kawai tunda nace mata wani uban gida nasamu yake buda min shikenan tahau murna tana saka min albarka,
Kuma har yau dinnan da nake miki magana mami bata taba tuhumata akan arzikin da nake dashiba gashi kuma acikin lokaci kankani na mallaki komai na jin dadin rayuwa kama tun daga gidaje, kamfanoni, motoci da komai da kika sani na jin dadin rayuwa domin mutanen dake cikin harkar nan masu fada ajine daga senators sai Reps sai Governors...."
Zamowa daga kan bedside drewar din Hafsat tayi tazauna dirshan akasa cikeda tashin hankali, matsawa kusa da ita yayi yasake dora kanshi akan cinyarta yafashe da wani kuka mai ban tausayi,
"Yaya yusleem daina kuka dan Allah, shi Allah mai yawan gafara ne domin yace yana gafarta zunabai gaba daya komai yawansu mutukar muka tuba kuma muka nemi gafararsa, nidai dan Allah so nake kabar aikata wannan dabi'ar domin bata dace dakai ba, kazanta ce, masu aikatata sun tabe duniya da lahira.."
Hannunta yakama ya matse cikin nashi,
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"Nanah na daina, amma nasan rayuwata tana cikin hatsari domin wallahi sawa zasuyi akashe ni saboda zasuga kamar zan tona musu asiri ne kuma mafi yawansu manyan mutane ne.."
"Yaya yusleem insha Allah babu abinda zai sameka, insha Allah Allah zai kareka..."
Baiyi magana ba illah kukan da yaci gaba dayi mai tsuma zuciya,
Rarrashin duniya Hafsat tayi masa amma baiyi shiruba, ranar haka suka kwana azaune ido biyu har gari yawaye,
Alwala yayi yafita masallaci idanuwansa akunbure sunyi jajur, ita kanta Hafsat din kukan da tayi ba kadan bane,
Acikin sujjadarta kuwa tajima tana yimasa addu'a, tana zaune akan abin sallar tayi tagumi ta jingina da jikin gado sai gashi yashigo akusa da ita ya zauna yajingina da jikinta, hannu tasa ta rungumeshi,
"Yaya yusleem kadaina kukan nan haka dan Allah.."
"Hafsat wallahi natsani kaina, natsani rayuwata, ni yanzu mutuwa kawai nake s...."
Saurin rufe masa baki tayi,
"Yaya yusleem babu kyau fatan mutuwa, karkayi sabo dan Allah kayi shiru.."
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"Nanah mami ta illata rayuwata, bata min adalciba.."
Sake rufe masa baki tayi, "kadaina fadin haka, mami mahaifiyarka ce bata cancanci haka daga gareka ba domin tafi kowa sonka.." Shiru yayi baice komai ba saboda jin abinda tace.
Haka suka ci gaba da zama har rana tafito karfe 12 narana yayi, tashi Hafsat tayi taje kitchen ta dafa musu indomie da kwai ta hado tea takawo musu, ko kallon abincin yusleem baiyi ba bare tasa ran zaici, ta rarrasheshi iya rarrashi amma yace bazai iya ciba,
Haka suka wuni da yunwa har dare,
Yau ma bacci baiga idonsu ba sai jikin asubah ya daukesu yana kwance akan cinyarta.
Karfe 8 nasafe suka farka, salla sukayi tace bari takawo masa tea, girgiza mata kai yayi alamun bazai sha ba, dawowa tayi tazauna akusa dashi takamo hannunshi,
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"Yaya yusleem haka zaka zauna jiya bakaci komai ba yauma kaki ci?"
"Nanah bazan iya cin komai ba musamman ma wanda aka siya da wannan kazamin kudin ..."
"To idan nabada aka siyo maka wani abun nadafa maka zaka ci?"
Girgiza kai yayi alamun a'a, tashi tayi taje cikin drewar din gadonta ta dauko dari biyar,
"Wallahi wannan ba irin kudin ka bane, ranar da naje gidane Abba yabani 5000,gashi zan bawa mai gadi ya siyo maka indomie indafa maka"
Baiyi magana ba tasaka kai tafita, tunda tafita bata dawo cikin dakinba har sai da tadafo indomie din,
Agabanshi tazauna ta diba takai saitin bakinshi, kawar dakai yayi,
"Please yaya yusleem..."
Dakyar yayarda yayi 5 spoon daga haka bai karaba, ita kanta cokali biyu kacal tayi tabari tature gefe.
Har kwana uku suna cikin wannan hali yusleem dai dai da ruwan gidan yaki sha bare yaci abinci, aranar tun sassafe yafice daga gidan batareda yasanar da itaba, bashi yadawo ba sai la'asar,
Tana falo tayi tagumi yazo ya sameta, hannunta yakama ya matse cikin nasa,kallonshi tayi cikin tausayawa domin har ya dan fada yayi wani iri kamar bashiba,
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"Yaya yusleem ina katafi haka tun safe,lafiya kuwa?"
"Zan fada miki, yanzu kitashi kije ki debo kayanki gidan nan zamu bari, yau bazamu kwana agidan nan ba.."
"Lafiya?" Ta tambayeshi tana zaro ido,
"Kidai je ki kwaso kayanki kifito mu tafi, nasayar da gidanne bama shi kadaiba komai nawa da kika sani nasayar.."
"To me zakai da kudin?"
"Nasaka acikin asusun marayu, yanzu banida ko kwandala nanah, banida komai yanzu, su kansu kayan sawata wallahi dan babu yanda zanyi dasu ne amma da bazan kara sakasu ba.."
Hawayen dake makale acikin idanuwanta sune suka silalo tajuya ta nufi cikin bedroom dinta,
Lokacin da tafito rikeda babbar trolley dinta shima har ya fito yana kulle part dinshi, jakarta yakarba yahada da tashi yaja suka fita,
A bakin gate taga wasu mutane guda 3 suna jiransu, kulle gidan yayi da wani babban padlock yamika musu key din yarike daya awurinshi domin yafada musu da sauran kayansu aciki,
"Ina mai gadin kuma?" Ta tambayeshi,
"Na sallameshi tun safe"
"To yanzu ina zamuje?"
"Allah ne yasani domin nikaina ban saniba gashi nafada miki babu ko naira daya atare dani domin hatta account dina na rufeshi..."
Trolley dinsu yasoma ja yayi gaba nan tabi bayanshi suka fara tafiya batare da sunsan inda zasuje ba.....
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***Bin bayanshi tayi suka fara tafiya batare da sun san inda zasuje ba har saida suka danyi nisa da gidansu sannan Hafsat ta dakatar dashi,
"Yaya yusleem yanzu ina wai muka nufane takamaimai?"
"Ai nafada miki ni kaina banida masaniyar inda zamuje..."
"To tsaya inkira ummi inada kudi awurinta sai inje in karbo kaga ko babu komai zai dan rage mana wani abun.."
Shiru yayi baice komai ba illah tsayawa da yayi akarkashin wata bishiyar mangwaro,
Wayarta ta zaro tasoma kiran Ummi, saida suka gaisa sannan tayi mata maganar kudin kayan sanyin da ta saka kashi biyu,
"Hafsat kin san ban fiya son in ajiye kudi agida ba amma anyi sa'a ga dubu talatin zan bawa Salisu yakawo miki yanzu..."
"To shikenan Ummi dan Allah kice yayi sauri saboda amfani zanyi da kudin yanzun nan..."
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Sallama sukayi ta katse wayar takarasa kusa da yusleem ta tsugunna,
"Yi dan hakuri kadan yanzu ummi zata aiko min da kudin"
Daga mata kai yayi baiyi maganaba da alama miskilancin ne ya motsa kuma hakan bazai rasa nasaba da irin damuwar da yake ciki ba,
Bayan kamar mintuna 15 suna zaune sai ga motar gidansu ummin tana dosowa da sauri hafsa ta tashi ta tsayar da salisu driver ta karbi kudin tana kallonsa sam bata son ya fahimci wani abu bare idan yakoma yafada,
"Kaga nima baki nayine yan uwan mijina ne suka zo daga can wani kauye kuma baya nan shine zan basu kudin mota"
"Allah sarki to Allah ya kiyaye hanya"
"Amin"
Saida taga bacewar motarsa sannan takoma wurin yusleem wanda ke zaune shiru yana tunani,
"Yaya yusleem tashi mutafi to.."
Mikewa yayi yaja akwatunansu suka fara tafiya,
Adaidaita sahu suka samu suka tare bayan sun fara tafiya mai adaidaitan ya tambayesu wurinda zai kaisu,
"Bawan Allah idan akwai unguwar da kasani wacce za a iya samun dakin haya ayanzu kawai kaimu can..." Inji Hafsat,
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"Ahh za asamu mana hajiya, unguwar da nake akwai gidajen haya sosai bari muje..."
Yar tafiya mai tsawo kadan sukayi sai gasu cikin wata unguwa, kallon yanayin unguwar dukkansu suke yi domin da alama ta talakawa ce saboda ko titi babu gashi gidajen awani cunkushe suke babu tsari,
"Yawwa ga gidan alhaji Bashari yanada gidajen haya har guda uku bari inyi muku sallama dashi"
"Yawwa mun gode"
Kafin dan adaidaita sahun ma yafita saiga mai gidan yafito,
"Yawwa ga alhajin ma"
Fita Hafsat tayi mai adaidaita sahun yana biyeda ita,
"Alhaji barka da yamma, dama wadannan ne suke neman dakin haya.."
Dan jimm alhajin yayi sannan yace,
"Ai inajin dukka gidajen nan akwai mutane aciki.."
"To alhaji yanzu ya za'ayi?" Inji Hafsat,
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"Yawwa natuna jiya wani yafita sakamakon transfer da akayi masa ta aiki amma gidan ba anan layin bane a layin gabane"
"Alhaji nawane kudin dakin"
"Dubu ishirin ne"
"To shikenan yanzu zamu baka dubu goma, nanda kwana biyu sai mu cika maka"
"To babu laifi, babu laifi Kawo"
Kirgar kudin Hafsat tayi tabashi suka koma cikin adaidaita sahu suka nufi layin da gidan yake,
Fitowa sukayi suka shiga cikin gidan nan suka ganshi babba domin dakuna sun kai goma sha biyar can gefe kuma rijiya ce gefenta wasu mata ne kimanin su 8 zaune suna hira masu kitso kuma sunayi,
Dakin da zasu zauna aciki gashi nan abude duk sumintin ya dan farfashe,kayansu suka shigar ciki takalli dan adaidaita sahun,
"Bawon Allah a ina zamu samu motar da zata debo mana yan kayayyakinmu?"
"Hajiya nima ai ina yin dakon kayan, bari inje indauko akori kura.."
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Fita yayi ita kuma ta tsaya tana karewa dakin kallo wanda yake da dan girma amma ba canba, gabanta ne yafadi sakamakon tunawa da tayi da matan da ta hango atsakar gidan ita fatanta daya Allah yasa ba bathroom guda daya bane agidan,
Ji tayi andafa ta, ahankali ta juya, yusleem tagani,
"Tunanin me kikeyi?"
"Yaya yusleem fata nake Allah yasa bathroom din gidan nan ba guda daya bane"
"Idan guda dayane mezai faru?"
"Takura zamuyi, kuma bana son idan kafito daga wanka mutane suyita kare maka kallo.."
Kafadarta ya dafa yayi mata nuni da hannunsa bayan yadan saki murmushi,
"Kinga bathroom nan acikin dakin nan.."
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Sai lokacin ma ita takula da kofar bathroom din amma sam da hankalinta bai kai nanba, zuwa tayi ta bude nan taga bathroom din dan kuf dashi,
"Wannan dinma duk da haka babu laifi.." Tafada acikin zuciyarta.
Babu jimawa dan adaidaita sahun nan yadawo da mota ta diban kaya fita tayi suka koma gidansu ta bude tashiga yan kayayyakin da tasan zasu bukata ta debo musu irinsu kwanukan cin abinci tukunyar girki, bargo, bedsheet,labule sai katifarta sannan bata bar keken sakarta ba shima ta hado dashi,
Wurin biyar da rabi suka koma gidan hayar nan aka sassauke kayan ta biya kudin diban kaya Dubu biyar, har ciki mai adaidaita sahun nan ya taimaka musu suka shigar da kayansu,
Share dakin tayi ta karkade ko ina suka shigar da katifar ta shimfidata wacce ta cinye fin rabin filin dakin gashi babu ko leda atsakar dakin sai simintin dake shimfide kawai,
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Yar madaidaiciyar dardumar data dauko musu ta shimfida agaban katifar sannan ta shimfida bedsheet akan katifar tajera musu filillika guda biyu,
Yusleem ta kalla wanda ke kokarin kafa musu labule,
"Yaya yusleem bari indebo ruwa inwanke mana toilet din.."
"Kibari ingama sai na debo"
"A'a kayi wannan din idan kagama sai ka yi alwala kaga fa ko salla bamuyi ba"
Bucket ta dauka ta fita taje bakin rijiya inda matan nan ke zaune,
"Sannunku.."
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"Yawwa sannu da zuwa.." Matan suka fada har suna hada baki,
Ruwa taja ta cika bucket din ta dauka ta koma daki, wanke toilet din tayi tasake komawa ta debo wani ruwan ta cika daya bucket din sannan ta ciko wannan din ta ajiye,
Alwala sukayi sukai salla,
Kan katifa taje ta kwanta saboda gajiyar da take tareda ita, shikuma yana kan carpet azaune yana tunanin rayuwa domin ko a mafarki bai taba tunanin wai zai yi irin wannan rayuwar ba amma dayake Allah shine mai cancanja al'amura sai gashi rayuwa ta canja ya tsinci kanshi acikin wannan halin,
"Yaya yusleem baka jin yunwa ne?"
Juyawa yayi ya kalleta,
"Inaji amma sam bana sha'awar cin komai"
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"Duk da haka daurewa zakayi kaci, bari ayi sallar magrib sai mufita mu samo abinda zamu ci"
Har bayan sallar magrib Hafsat takasa tashi saboda gajiyar da tayi, saida akayi sallar isha sannan ta iya mikewa,dakin duhu didim yake saboda babu wuta ga uban sauro banda zafi da yake addabarsu,
"Gaskiya yaya yusleem muyi sallar nan muje mu samo abinda zamu ci daga nan sai mu taho da maganin sauro.."
Suna idar da sallar suka fita, gasasshiyar kaza Hafsat tace asiya nan yusleem ya kalleta,
"Yanzu fa ba lokacin cin abin dadi bane, kibar kazar nan muje shagon can mu sai gari da sugar.."
"A'a yaya yusleem, gaskiya gari bazai shiga ba wallahi, mudai siyi kazar.."
Son ranta yabi suka siyo gasasshiyar kazar daga nan suka karasa shago suka siyi maganin sauro da candle guda biyu da ashana sai sabulun wanka give sinki daya da soson wanka da brush da maclean sai man shafawa Vaseline,
Gida suka koma ya kunna candle din ya ajiye sannan ya kunna musu maganin sauro,
Kasancewar yunwar tasu taci ta cinye yasa baifi rabi suka ci kazar ba, Hafsat ce tafara tashi ta bude trolley dinta ta dauki zani tadauki soso da sabulun wanka da brushes dinsu da maclean ta shiga bathroom, wanka tayi tafito ta dauki kayan baccinta takoma cikin bathroom din,Riga da wando ne red colour masu santsi, rigar tana da dan guntun hannu yayinda wandon yake dogo,doro hijabinta tayi akan kayan tafito tahau kan katifa ta kwanta,
"Bari nima inje inyi wankan tunda kin fito" yusleem yafada tareda tashi tsaye ya shiga cikin toilet din, yajima aciki kamar wanda zai sake fata dama Hafsat tasan dadewarshi a wanka shiyasa tafara shiga,
Saida yayi kusan minti 30 sannan yafito yana rikeda rigarshi yana tsane ruwan kanshi,
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Gaban kayansu ya karasa ya bude trolley dinshi yaciro yar t shirt da boxer,
Ta dan hasken candle din da suka kunna Hafsat take kallonshi lokacin da yake kokarin sauya kayan jikinshi,
Rufe idanuwanta tayi saboda wannan shine karo nafarko da zata kwana dashi akan katifa guda daya,
Juyowa yayi ya kalleta bayan yaje ya dauke kakkauran labulen kofar dakin yabar mai shara sharan,
"Ko ke bakya jin zafin ne?"
"Inaji mana yaya yusleem, wallahi akwai zafi kila hadari ne agarin"
Candle ya dauka yakarasa gefen katifar yazauna,
"Bama kila bane ga gari nan anata yin walkiya, kalli waje ki gani"
Sai lokacin talura da ashe asaitin kofar daki ta kwanta nan ta mirgina takoma barin da yake,
"Anan zan kwanta, kai kakoma can barin"
Tashi yayi yakoma bayan yakashe candle din,duhu didim dakin yayi,
"Shine ni kika turo ni kofar daki ko inyaso abin tsoron idan yazo ni ya kamani"
Murmushi tayi ta zare hijabin dake jikinta,tana jinshi ya kwanta agefenta bayan ya matso da filonshi jikin nata filon sabanin da dayake ajiye acan karshen katifa.....
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***Dukkaninsu shiru sukayi kowa da abinda yake tunani acikin zuciyarsa,
"Nanah..." Taji yusleem yakirata, dan juyawa tayi acikin duhun ta kalleshi,
"Yaya yusleem menene?"
"Babu komai dama nayi zaton ko kinyi bacci ne"
Juyawa tayi ta dan gyara kwanciyarta,
"A'a banyi ba"
"To kiyi.."
Lumshe idanuwanta tayi,
"Saida safe"
"Allah ya tashemu lafiya"
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Shiru suka sakeyi wanda har bacci ya dauke Hafsat amma shi yusleem sam yakasa baccin inbanda sake sake babu abinda zuciyarshi keyi masa, yasaka wancen ya kunce yasaka wancan har garin yayi tsit dare ya raba bai iya yin bacci ba,
Hafsat kuwa cikin barcin da takeyi tafara wani mafarki marar dadi domin wasu manyan mutane tagani suna bin yusleem aguje kowannensu rikeda katuwar wuka mai kaifi sai kyalli take zuwa can yusleem din ya fadi daya daga cikinsu ne ya cimmasa ya daga wukar zai daba masa tayi firgigit ta farka,
Cikin duhun tafara lalubenshi akan katifar amma bata jishiba hakan yasata rudewa,
"Yaya yusleem,yaya yusleem...!"
Shiru tayi sakamakon jin ya amsa daga bakin kofa inda yaje domin saukar da labulen dakin domin yanzu garin yadauki sanyi duk da ba ayi ruwa ba amma wata iska mai sanyi ake kadawa,
Karasowa yayi kan katifar, tun kafin yakarasa hawowa taje ta rirrikeshi,
"Yaya yusleem babu abinda yasameka...?"
Riketa yayi ya kwantar da ita awurinda take kwance dafarko,
"Menene yafaru nanah? Lafiya lau nake.. Mafarki kikayi?"
Hannuwanshi ta makalkale cikin nata,
"Yaya yusleem wani mummunan mafarki nayi wallahi..."
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"To ai mafarki ba gaskiya bane nanah, ki koma kiyi baccinki kinji..."
D'aga mishi kai tayi kamar yana ganinta tareda tallafe kumatunta da hannunshi guda daya,
Duk da taga azahiri babu abinda ya sameshi amma sai takasa komawa baccin, shi kanshi yusleem din shima yakasa yin barcin,
"Yaya yusleem.."
"Na'am..."
"Tunda mun kasa yin bacci katashi muyi alwala muyi sallar nafila watakila sai Allah ya amsa ya rangwanta mana masifun da suke tunkaro mu..."
"To nanah, bari natashi naje.."
Saurin rikeshi tayi, "yaya yusleem mu tafi tare"
Taren suka shiga toilet din kasancewar duhu ne alwala sukayi suka fito suka fara sallolin nafila wanda har saida suka yi sallar asuba sannan suka kwanta bacci, bacci sukayi sosai sai 12 saura sannan Hafsat ta farka, yusleem takalla wanda ta rirrikeshi yana kwance agefenta,
Tashi tayi tashiga wanka har tafito ta shirya bai tashiba tunanin abinda zasu karya dashi tafara, mikewa tayi tashiga bathroom ta dauko bucket domin debowa yusleem ruwan wanka,
"Nanah ina zaki..?" Taji yace da ita idanuwanshi suna rufe,
"Ruwan wanka zan debo maka..."
Tashi zaune yayi,
"Dauko wani bucket din inbiki mu debo tare"
"Kabarshi zan debo"
Tashi yayi dakanshi yaje yadauko bucket din yabita domin ita tuni tajima da fita, kamar jiya yauma matan gidan suna zazzaune akofar dakin daya daga cikinsu, ganin Hafsat tafito duk sai suka maida kallonsu gareta, gaishesu tayi kamar jiya sannan takarasa bakin rijiyar,
Gugar yusleem ya karba daga hannunta,
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"Kawo inzuba miki.." Yayi maganar ahankali duk da dama maganarshi bawai cika karfi tayiba,sakar mishi tayi yafara janyo ruwan yana zuba mata acikin bucket din,
Ganin hankalin matan ya komo garesu yasa duk taji ta tsargu musamman ma dataga kamar sunfi karkata ga kallon yusleem, saida ta jirashi ya cika nasa bucket din sannan suka dauka suka tafi,
Acikin bathroom din tabarshi bayan ta ajiye ruwan tafito,
Keken sakarta ta kinkimo ta zauna agefen katifa tasoma saitashi domin so take tafara yin sakar kayan sanyi, jin tafiyar yusleem yasata juyawa ganinshi tayi babu riga sai iya boxer dan haka tayi saurin maida kanta ta sunkuyar,
Kanta yana sunkuye har yagama shiryawa yasaka kayanshi yadawo kan katifar ya Zauna,
"Yaya yusleem ga guntun naman jiya can bari indauko mana.."
Kafin yabata amsa har tatashi taje ta dauko,
"Kaga cewa nayi ko inje insaida kujeru na sai insiyo zaren bulu da sauran kayan da zamu bukata, kaga dole sai mun siyo risho da kayan abinci.."
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Shiru taji yayi baice komai ba, dagowa tayi ta kalleshi,
"Yaya yusleem bakace komai ba"
"Nanah gaskiya akaina bazaki rabu da kayanki ba, karki saida ko cokali naki"
Murmushi tayi,
"To ai ba saboda kai zan siyarba, saboda nida kai zan siyar"
"To ban goyi baya ba"
"Shikenan tunda baka amince ba"
"Ba amincewa ne banyiba kawai dai idan narabaki da kayanki ne banyi miki adalci ba"
"To magana tawuce,yanzu kasan me? Kafadawa mami cewar zakayi tafiya ta gaggawa zuwa wani state din mai nisa saboda kasan zata nemeka idan kuma har ta nemeka bata sameka ba hankalinta tashi zaiyi, idan tayi maka maganata kace tare zamu tafi kaga hankalinta zaifi kwanciya sannan tunaninta bazai taba Kawo mata cewar da akwai matsala ba.."
"To amma iyayenki fa? Sukuma me zan fada musu"
"Sudinma hakan zan cemusu munyi tafiya zuwa wani gari mai nisa, koma kawai muce Niger muka tafi.."
Hadaddun wayoyinshi dake ajiye akasan trolley dinshi hadeda laptop dinshi yadauko ya kunna,
Number mami yayi dialing babu bata lokaci ta dauka, dakyar ya saita nutsuwarshi yayi mata bayani bayan sun gaisa, fatan alkhairi tayi musu daga nan sukayi sallama,
"Nima bari inkira Ummi infada mata kaga shikenan daga nan mun gama da matsalar gida sai mu fuskanci wata rayuwar kuma"
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Tata wayar itama ta dauka ta kira Ummi ta sanar mata daga nan takashe wayar amma shi yusleem tashi wayar abude yabarta saboda yasan abokan harkarshi zasu nemeshi.
Misalin karfe 2 narana ta dauki dan madaidaicin food flask, fita tayi domin yusleem bacci yakeyi, tsakar gida taje inda matan nan ke zazzaune ta tambayesu inda ake sayar da abinci,
"Me kike so? Kawo amir yasiyo miki" inji wata mata wacce ahaife da alama bazata girmeta ba,
"Yawwa nagode dan wanke nakeso"
Naira dari tabayar yaron yatafi siyo mata, daki takoma tazauna tana lissafi domin kudin da yayi saura yanzu baifi dubu goma sha daya da yan canji ba gashi kuma bukatunsu nada yawa domin basuda kayan abinci kuma zasu cikawa mai gidan haya kudinsa gashi tana son ta siyo zaren saka,
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Yanke hukuncin zata sayar da kujerunta kawai tayi batareda yusleem yasaniba, jin muryar amir yana sallama yasata tashi taje ta karbo abincin ta danka mishi naira goma,
Bata tashi yusleem ba saboda tasan daren jiya bai samu bacci ba har saida ya tashi dan kanshi lokacin karfe 3:32 na yamma,
Dan waken tasa musu suka ci bayan sun gama tace mishi zata fita kasuwa domin siyo zaren kulu da dan abubuwan da ba arasa ba, acikin dakin tabarshi tafita,
Direct wurin wasu kafintoci tawuce tayi musu tallen kujerunta sukace zasu siya amma sai sun gansu nan tace to zuwa gobe zatazo suje sai sugani,
Daga nan kasuwa tawuce tasiyo zarirrukan kulu kala kala sannan ta siyo musu dan karamin risho ta hado musu kayan tea da babban bread guda daya,
Ana kokarin yin sallar magrib tadawo gida, akan katifa tasamu yusleem yana zaune,
"Sannu nanah.."
"Yawwa yaya yusleem sannu nabarka kai kadai ko"
Murmushi yayi, "ai kece da sannu"
"Kaga abubuwan da nasiyo, ga risho amma kalanzir dinne na dari biyu kawai nasiyo nasan zai ishemu mu rinka dan dafa ruwan zafi"
Tausayinta yaji yakamashi saboda irin rayuwar da suka samu kansu aciki yanzu wacce yasan shine silar jefata aciki,
"Allah yayi miki sakayya da gidan aljanna.." Shine abinda yafada kawai ya mike yashiga toilet domin yin alwala,
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Tea tadafa musu da daddaren suka sha suka kwanta, wayarshi ce ta hau vibrating nan yadaga,
"Yusleem kayi gaggawar kashe wayarka domin su oga nemanka suke ido rufe, idan baka kashe wayarka ba zasuyi tracing wurinda kake..." Wannan shine abinda kunnuwan yusleem suka ji wanda bai gane ko muryar waye ba kitt yaji wayar takatse nan yakashe wayar gaba daya,
Sam baya son Hafsat taji bare hankalinta yatashi nan yaki fada mata gaskiyar abinda yake faruwa domin tun lokacin data fita suke fafatawa shida abokan harkar tasa domin sun ce mutukar yace yabar wannan harkar to sai dai wani bashi ba saboda sun san tona musu asiri zaiyi,
Jin baice komai ba yasa Hafsat bata Kawo komai acikin ranta ba daga karshema tashi tayi ta kunna candle tahau keken sakarta tafara saka kayan sanyi na yara, sai wurin 12 sannan ta hakura ta kwanta.
Washe gari dakyar da dabara yusleem yabarta tafita, wurin masu siyan kayan nan da sukayi alkawarin siyan kujerunta ta nufa daga can suka wuce gidan yusleem nada tabude musu sukaje suka gani, ganin kyawun kayan da irin tsaruwar gidan sai masu siyan kayan suka nemi fasawa domin gani suke kamar karya take banata bane ko kuma ba mallakinta bane dakyar tashawo kansu akayi cikini dubu 50 suka siya duk da kayan sun wuce haka,
Fita sukayi da kujerun tamayar gidan ta rufe ta nufi kasuwa da kudin, komai da tasan zasu bukata na kayan abinci saida ta siya musu, data gama siyayyar kuwa adaidaita sahu ta nema ta zuba kayan yakaita har kofar gida.
Yusleem na kwance agefen katifa bayan ya kammala dafa musu ruwan zafi wanda zasu sha tea sai gata tashigo niki niki da kaya, manyan idanuwanshi yazuba mata,
"Daga ina haka?"
"Ina zuwa yaya yusleem ai zan fada maka"
Tashi yayi ya taimaka mata suka karasa shigo da kayayyakin,
Kudin hannunta ta ajiye ta zare hijabin jikinta ta zauna,
"Yaya yusleem nagaji sosai gashi ina jin yunwa"
"Bari inhada miki tea.."
Kafada ta makale,
"Gaskiya ni bazan sha tea da wannan uban zafinba, tunda ga kayan abinci sai ka dafa min abinci inci"
"To ai baki fada min a inda kika samo wadannan kayan abincin ba.."
"Zan fada maka kafara bani abinci inci tukunna mana"
"Nifa ban iya girki ba sai dai kiyi guiding dina"
"To fara kunna risho din ka mayar da ruwan zafin can ka dora.."
Kamar yadda tace haka yayi, yanayi tana kwatanta mishi har yadafa musu farar taliya yasoya mai,
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Acikin filet ya zuba musu yakai gabanta inda take kwance, hannunshi ya mika mata amma sai tayi kamar bata ganiba ta tashi zaune cikeda kunya,
Saida suka gama cin abincin sannan ta fada mishi duk yanda akayi,
"Yanzu ga 10 thousands din wannan alhajin cikon kudin hayarshi idan yazo sai abashi, wannan kuma 9 thousands din sai mu ajiye.."
Rasa abinda zaice yayi yatsaya kawai yana kallonta saboda yasan acikin mata dari dakyar za asamu irinta guda goma, Hafsat tayi masa halacci acikin rayuwarsa, ta rufa masa asiri, tayi sanadiyyar fitarshi daga cikin halaka, gashi tana zaune dashi a lokacin da bashida madafa har tana salwantar da abubuwan data mallaka saboda shi,
"Nanah banida bakin da zan gode miki illah..."
Tashi tayi tabar dakin ta wuce toilet saboda bata son yayi mata godiyar abinda tayi,
Cikin dare ta tasheshi tana makale da cikinta saboda wani irin ciwo mararta keyi mata, riketa yayi acikin duhun da suke yana tambayarta menene,
"Yaya yusleem cikina ne yake ciwo"
"Ciki kuma? Sannu to yi hakuri"
"Bani ruwa insha.."
Ruwa ya Kawo mata takarba tasha takwanta, candle ya kunna yajata jikinshi yadora kanta akirjinshi ya rungumeta yasoma rarrashinta hannunshi yakai kan cikin nata nan tayi saurin ture hannun,
Kwanciya luff tayi ajikinshi sakamakon duk gabobinta ciwo suke yimata, tambayar duniya yayi mata akan tafada mishi abinda yasa mata ciwon cikin amma tayi shiru saboda kunya takeji tace mishi period pain ne,
Ajikinshi ta kwana har asuba tayi sai lokacin tasamu saukin ciwon da marar tata keyi bacci yadan dauketa kwantar da ita yayi ya nufi toilet,
Sai wurin karfe 6 sannan tatashi daga baccin nan tarasa yadda zatayi tana son tafada mishi kuma tana kunya, komawa tayi ta kwanta ta kalleshi,
"Yaya yusleem kira min amir dan gidan maman amir.."
"Meya faru?"
"Aikenshi zanyi.."
"Toh bari naje"
Tashi yayi yafita ita kuma ta rakashi da ido...
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****Bai wani jima da fitaba sai gashi yadawo, kusa da ita yakarasa ya tsugunna agabanta,
"Su maman amir din basu bude kofar su ba inaji basu tashiba.."
Gyada mishi kai tayi taja bargo zata lulluba, rike bargon yayi,
"Kitashi kiyi salla mana kafin kisake kwanciya"
Shiru tayi masa tasake yunkurin lulluba, kara maimaita maganarshi tafarko yayi,
"Ba yanzu ba.."
Ganin ta dage taki tashi yasashi rabuwa da ita tasake lulluba takoma barci, gefenta yaje ya kwanta,
K'arfe 8 tafarka ta kalli yusleem wanda ke gefenta akwance,
"Yaya yusleem dubo min ko su Maman amir din sun tashi.."
Tashi yayi yafita jim kadan sai gasu sun dawo tareda amir din,
"Yaya akwai biro awurinka?"
"A'a babu"
"Amir jeka wurin ummanka kace tabani aron biro da yar paper kaji"
Tafada tana ciccije lebenta, fitar amir tasa yusleem komawa wurinta,
"Har yanzu ciwon ne?"
Daga mishi kai tayi,
"To ko asibiti zamuje?"
"A'a"
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Shigowar amir yasa sukayi shiru dukkaninsu, karbar takarda da biron tayi tana daga kwance ta rubuta mishi abinda zai siyo mata ta kalli yusleem,
"Yaya yusleem bashi dari biyu acikin kudin nan"
Tashi yusleem yayi yadauko kudin yabashi, sake gyara kwanciyarta tayi ta tukunkuna har amir yadawo kasancewar yusleem yana tsaye bakin kofa yasa amir bashi ledar pad din,karba yusleem yayi ya leka cikin ledar, sai yanzu ya fahimci abinda yake damunta,
Tana kokarin tashi domin yin wanka ya dakatar da ita,
"Tsaya indafa miki ruwan zafi sai kiyi wankan dashi zaki fi jin dadin jikinki"
Komawa tayi tasake kwantawa shikuma ya dora mata ruwan zafin bayan ya kunna risho,
Bathroom yashiga ya dauko bucket yazo ya juye mata ruwan aciki yakai mata cikin toilet tareda sirka mata shi,
"Ga ruwan wankan can nakai miki, tashi kije kiyi"
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Dakyar ta tashi tajuya ta dan kalleshi ganin ba ita yake kalloba hankalinsa yana kan ruwan da zai sake maidawa ya tafasa yasata saurin tashi bayan taja zanin wankanta tashige cikin bathroom.
Bata dade sosai ba tafito lokacin har yusleem ya kammala hada musu abinda zasu karya dashi, kallonshi take kasa kasa saboda duk yau atakure take,shi kansa ya fahimci haka shiyasa ma yajuya mata baya bayan ya kwanta bisa katifa,
Ganin baya kallonta yasata dan sakewa tashirya tasaka wata blue din atamfa dinkin riga da skirt wanda dayane daga cikin irin dunkunan da mami tayiyyi mata,
Zama tayi abakin katifa wanda yayi sanadiyyar juyowar yusleem,
"Kin gama?"
"Uhm" tabashi amsa,
Tashi yayi ya debo mata tafasasshen ruwan zafi acikin cup,
"Kisha wannan ruwan zafin zai dan rage miki radadin ciwon da marar taki keyi"
"Ni ba ciwon Mara nakeba ciwon cikine"
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Murmushi yayi ya mika mata cup din,
"Ashe dai ke dinma kin iya karya ban saniba, meye hadin period da ciwon ciki? Ai nazaci mahaifa a mara take ba acikin cikiba ko ke taki acikin ciki take?"
Karbar cup din tayi tasoma kurbar ruwan zafin batare da tayi magana ba har saida ta shanye,
"To ga abinci kuma taliya"
Girgiza masa kai tayi ta kwanta babu jimawa sai bacci, rasa abinda zaiyi yayi saboda dama idan tana ido biyu ne suke yin yar hira, shi dinma kwanciyar yayi tun yana yan tunane tunane har bacci ya daukeshi,
Hafsat ce tafara farkawa yanzu taji dadin jikin nata sannan kuma ciwon ma yaragu sosai sai kadan kadan, ganin yusleem din bacci yake yasata zuba abincin ita kadai ta danci tana gamawa yatashi, fita tayi tace mishi zataje wurin maman amir,
Dayake mata babu wuyar sabo tunda taje suke hira da maman amir din kasancewar itama mijinta baya nan dama kuma police ne,
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Yau duk taki sakewa ta zauna wuri daya da yusleem saboda kawai yagane abinda ke damunta, da tashiga dakin zata fice takoma wurin maman amir shi kanshi yusleem din ya lura da ita,
Tun azahar da tashiga wurin maman amir sai yamma lis tadawo wannan dinma dan wanka zatayi ne, yana kwance ta shigo taki kallon inda yake tadauki abinda zata dauka tashiga wanka bakar ledar da tasaka pad din data cire da rana taga ya dauke yadora akan window din bathroom din, acikin toilet din tashirya dan haka koda tafito iya kaya kawai tasa tashafa dan mai tagama tafita.
Wasa wasa har karfe 8 nadare tana dakin maman amir saboda ita so take sai yusleem yayi bacci sannan zata koma dakin, shi kuma yau duk kadaici yakeji saboda bata cikin dakin ganin har 8 ta dan gota yasashi fita yanufi dakin maman amir daidai lokacin da aka dan fara yayyafi yif yif alamun ruwa yana daf da tsinkewa,
Abakin kofar dakin yatsaya,ahankali yayi magana,
"Nanah..!"
"Na'am"
Hafsat ta amsa tareda tashi, kallonta maman amir tayi,
"A'a keda wa? Banji magana ba sai ji nayi kawai kin amsa"
"Yaya yusleem ne yake kirana"
"Anya kuwa? Kodai kunnenki ne"
"Wallahi shine, bari inje"
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Duk da haka maman amir bata yarda ba saida ta leka nan taga ashe shidinne kuwa yana tsaye akofar dakin,
"Lahh ashe dagaske shine, kinga kuwa ni banji maganarshi ba, mijin naki ne ma ni sai inga kamar baya magana"
"Dama ai nafada miki shine, bari inje, saida safe"
Fita tayi lokacin har ruwan yadan soma karfi, wucewa yayi tabishi abaya, suna shiga daki yajuya ya kalleta,
"Da ban kiraki ba sai yaushe zaki dawo?"
"Sai anjima"
"To ke haka akeyi mata da mijinta kije ki zauna musu adaki tun rana"
"Mijin nata fa baya nan"
"To amma ai ke naki mijin yana nan ko? Shine zaki kama hanya kitafi kibarshi"
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Shiru tayi bata amsaba, maimakon ma tazauna sai kawai ta dauki kayan baccinta tanufi toilet, shi yau yarasa wacce irin kunya takeji sam taki sakewa dashi shikuma yafi son tasaki jiki dashi sosai tadaina jin kunyarshi,
Yana nan zaune tafito sanye da rigar bacci wacce tadora zani da hijab akai,
"Ga abinci nan ko zaki ci"
Girgiza masa kai tayi, "Allah nakoshi tun abincin da naci da rana"
Maimakon tazo ta kwanta sai yaga tadauki candle ta tafi kan keken sakarta, nan ta farayi babu ji bare gani, yana kwance yana kallonta har 11 nadare kuma har lokacin ba adauke ruwan da ake tsugawa ba,
Lumshe idanuwanshi yayi yabudesu akanta take zuciyarshi tafara kissima mishi siffarta, baka ce yar doguwa sannan ita ba ramammiya bace kuma bata da kiba can, tanada round face mai dauke da madaidaitan idanuwa sai dan dogon hanci wanda yake daf da dan karamin bakinta, tanada gashin gira sosai da gashin ido haka kuma gashin kanta ma yanada dan yalwa,
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Ido ya tsura mata domin ta dade da cire hijabin dake jikinta dan haka daga ita sai wata rigar bacci cotton mai hannun shimi milk colour mai digon fari da ja da baki da pink da blue duk dai kaloli ne aka diddiga ajiki, sai hula mai santsi kalar ruwan siminta dake kanta saboda duk tunaninta yusleem yayi bacci, sakarta takeyi bil hakki da gaskiya tana son ta kammala rigar da tafara kafin ta kwanta bacci gashi har candle din data kunna yakusa cinyewa shiyasa taketa sauri takarasa kafin ya mutu,
Tashi yusleem yayi sadaf sadaf ya nufi wurinta baki yasa ya hure candle din take ya mutu ita kuma ya daukota cak daga inda take zaune, tsorone ya ziyarceta hankalinta yatashi domin bata taba zaton yusleem bane kokarin kurma masa ihu take yayi saurin rufe mata bakinta da hannunshi ahaka suka karasa kan katifa ya kwantar da ita, laluben hannunshi tafara domin tananne kadai zata gane idan shine cikin sa'a ta lalubo zobenshi na azurfa wanda ke sanye cikin babban dan yatsanshi na tsakiya,
Duk da tagane shine gabanta bai daina faduwa ba sannan kuma jikinta bai daina rawaba domin tayi mutukar tsorata,
Pillow yaja yadora kanta akai,cikin maganarshi mai sanyi ahankali yace,
"Ke yau bazaki yi bacci bane?"
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Dan matsar da jikinta take kokarin yi amma ya hanata saboda irin yanda ya manne gefen jikinshi da nata domin hatta kanshi yau akan pillown ta yake,
"Yaya yusleem wata riga naso da inkarasa kafin inyi baccin.."
"To kiyi hakuri kibari sai gobe.." Yayi maganar asaitin kunnenta ahankali,
"Amma wallahi kabani tsoro, kaji yanda na tsorata kuwa?"
"Kin zaci wanine yazo saceki?"
"A'a nazaci ko aljanine saboda fa lokaci daya naga candle din ya mutu sannan anyi sama dani.."
Murmushi yayi yaja bargo ya lullubesu,
"Sanyi akeyi ne kuma wallahi inajinsa sosai kekuma kin tafi da dumin kin barni shiyasa na dauko ki"
Shiru tayi saboda kunya bata amsa ba, sarai yagane kunyace ta hanata magana,
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Jikinta taji ya shige sosai yadora kanshi atsakiyar kirjinta,
"Yaya yusleem...." Takira sunanshi,
"Na'am nanah.."
"Gaskiya to banda juye juye ka ajiye kanka wuri daya dan wallahi kirjina ciwo yake" tayi maganar cikeda shagwaba kamar zatayi kuka,
Murmushi yayi saboda yagane abinda take nufi,
"Nasani ai, bazan fama ki ba, kiyi barcinki"
Shiru tayi takasa magana,shi dinma shirun yayi amma dai aranshi yana jin cewar kullum haka zai rinka yi mata har tasamu tasake dashi yadda ya kamata,
Saida yaji tayi bacci sannan shima yasamu zarafin yi. Dayake kusan kwana akayi ana ruwa sai karfe 6 harda wani abu ya iya tashi,
Yana zaune bayan ya idar da salla Hafsat tatashi, brush tashiga bathroom tayi tafito ta kunna risho ta dora ruwan wanka,
Sam takasa kallon koda gefen da yake zaune,
"Masak'iya babu magana? Ya saka?"
Murmushine ya subuce mata saboda jin abinda yace sai yanzu tagane ashe shidinma ya iya tsokana,
"Ai wallahi jiya ka tsoratani"
Murmushi yayi yakoma ya kwanta,
"Ke dince ai gani nayi kinfi bawa sakarki muhimmanci fiyeda barcinki.."
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Ruwan wankanta ta juye ta dora wani tashiga wanka.
Duk da dai yanata janta da magana amma bata sake dashi ba sosai saboda yanzu har ma tafi jin kunyarshi fiyeda jiya, tashi tayi da niyyar fita zuwa dakin maman amir,
"Ina zakije?" Taji ya tambayeta,
"Dakin maman amir zanje"
"Shikenan to nima bari intashi inleka kofar gida inzauna tunda kema fita zakiyi"
Murmushi tayi tafita, tashi shidinma yayi yasa takalminsa yafita kofar gida wanda bama wai taba fitowa yayiba tun zuwansu unguwar sai yau,
Kan wani dan dutse yasamu yazauna, yana zama ko minti 5 baiyi ba wasu mutane sukazo a mota kimanin su biyar suka kamashi suka saka a mota suka tafi dashi......
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**Hafsat tana dakin maman amir bata san abinda ke faruwa ba domin duk tunaninta yusleem yana daki baima fita ko ina ba,
Tajima adakin maman amir kafin ta mike ta nufi dakinsu,lokacin data shiga taga baya nan duk tunaninta ko yana cikin bathroom amma kuma koda ta dan jira yafito sai taji shiru hakan yasata zuwa ta duba nan taga wayam,
"Hmm lallai yaya yusleem kenan wajen yafita da danshin nan baya tsoron sanyi ko..?" Tayi maganar afili tana kokarin gyara bedsheet din dake shimfide akan katifarsu,
Dakin tagyara ta hau keken sakarta tasoma kokarin karasa sakar da tafara yi adaren jiya tanayi tana rera yar wakarta,
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"Tunda nai nisa ankirani baza najiba, naki inkosa hidimarka bazan gajiba, bani inlasa Zuma ta sonka bazana ki ba, yau nake taku wata rana baza nayiba...."
Har ta kammala hada sakar nan yusleem bai shigoba, kan katifa tahau ta kwanta domin ta dan huta, tana nan kwance har rana tayi bata farga ba sai jin kiran sallar azahar tayi nanne kuma taji hankalinta ya koma ga yusleem dan haka tatashi ta dauki hijab dinta tafita amma abin mamaki baya nan, bata koma cikin gidan ba ta mike tabi hanyar da zata sadata da bakin titi,har bakin titin taje amma bata ga koda alamarshi ba nan hankalinta yatashi mutuka,
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Duk wanda tagani sai ta tsayar dashi ta tambayeshi ko yaga yusleem amma duk wanda ta kwatantawa kamanninsa sai yace bai ganshi ba, kasa komawa gida tayi taci gaba da tafiya tana nemanshi amma har yamma tayi bata ganshi ba,
Gidan tasake komawa wai ko bayan fitarta yadawo amma yanda tatafi tabar dakin haka tadawo ta iskeshi, hankalinta atashe tana kokarin sake fitowa daga cikin dakin sai ga maman amir tashigo rikeda wani kwano wanda takawo mata alalan gwangwanin data dafa,
"A'a ko fita zakiyi..?"
"Maman amir yaya yusleem ne ban ganiba tun safe lokacin da nabaro dakinki baya nan.." Tayi maganar hawaye na gangarowa akan kumatunta,
"Kodai wani wurin yatafi?"
"Da wani wurin zaije ai da zai fada min, wallahi ina jin saceshi akayi saboda tun safe nake nemansa ban ganshi ba"
"Sacewa kuma? Sai kace wani karamin yaro"
"Wallahi kila saceshi akayi saboda dama yanada wadanda ke nemanshi, gashi kuma sun samu dama sun daukeshi watikil ma su kasheshi..."
Jin abinda Hafsa tace yasa maman amir zaro ido, ajiye kwanon hannunta tayi ta kalli Hafsa,
"Kinga to zo muje ga Baban amir can yadawo yarakaki division dinsu kikai report.."
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Bin bayanta Hafsat tayi tana aikin sharar kwalla, maman amir ce ta yiwa mijin nata bayani daga nan yadauki Hafsat din abayan babur dinsa suka tafi office dinsu,
Dukkan wani bayani da ake bukata kuma ya kamata aji Hafsat tafada nan yan sandan sukace tayi hakuri takoma gida zasu yi iya kokarinsu insha Allah,
Tun a police station din take kuka har suka koma gida, gaba daya dakin yayi mata kunci, maman amir ce ke tare da ita take bata baki,
Tunani Hafsat tayi kodai taje tafadawa Mami abinda ke faruwa saboda kar nan gaba mamin ta rinka ganin kamar itace tayi sanadiyyar salwantar yaronta,
Wani sabon kuka tasake fashewa dashi jin har mangariba tayi amma yusleem bai dawoba, yanda tatashi tun safe bata sakawa cikinta komai ba har yanzu takasa shan koda ruwa babu abinda yake cikinta sai iya ruwan zafin da tasha da safe, idanuwanta kamar jan gauta saboda uban kukan data sha,ita addu'ar da take Allah yasa kar su kasheshi.
Tana zaune ita kadai acikin duhu bayan maman amir tatafi misalin karfe 10:30, taji motsin mutum, zaune tatashi cikin dasasshiyar muryarta tayi magana,
"Waye...?"
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Kamar acikin mafarki taji muryar yusleem,
"Nanah..."
Zabura tayi ta nufeshi acikin duhun,
"Yaya yusleem"
"Na'am.."
Rungumeshi tayi ta kankameshi, shi dinma rungumetan yayi,
"Yaya yusleem ina katafi tun safe? Kasa duk hankalina yatashi.."
Daukarta yayi zuwa bakin kafita ya zauna yadorata ajikinshi gaba daya ma ita ta manta da cewar akwai wata aba wai ita kunya sai shisshigewa jikinshi take,
"Yi hakuri kinji, kuka kikayi ne naji muryarki ta dishe?"
Kwantar da kanta tayi bisa kirjinshi,
"Haba yaya yusleem ba dole inyi kukaba, tun safefa nake nemanka har yamma ban ganka ba..."
Kanshi ya dora akan nata ya zagayeta da hannuwanshi,
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"Wallahi Hafsat ba laifina bane, dama nafada miki mutanen nan bazasu barni ba..."
"Yaya yusleem me suka yimaka? Sunyi maka wani abu?" Tafada tana lallaluba jikinshi,
"Babu abinda suka yimin amma sunce mutukar na tona musu asiri zasu kasheni..."
"Nida cewa nayi ko infadawa abbanmu gaskiyar abinda yake faruwa? Saboda ayi muku tsakani dasu yaya yusleem inma wurin yan sanda zakuje ayi muku tsakani sai kuje tunda har gunsu dazu naje nakai report.."
Murmushi yusleem yayi yashiga shafa gadon bayanta alamun rarrashi,
"Nanah mutanen nan fa sunada gatan da bakowa keda shi ba, sunada fada fiyeda yadda kike tsammani, koda kayi kararsu to daga karshe kaine zaka kwana aciki shiyasa ni bazance zanyi kararsu ba, tunda dai bukatarsu kar intona sirrinsu to shikenan bazan taba tonawa ba tunda Allah yana kallonsu shi yasan yanda zaiyi dasu"
"Hakane, shikenan Allah yakara kareka daga sharrinsu.."
"Amin nanah.."
Hannunshi yasa ya shafo cikinta,
"Kinci abinci kuwa?"
Girgiza masa kai tayi,
"Meyasa?" Ya tambayeta har lokacin hannunshi yana kan cikinta,
"Taya zan iya cin abinci alhali ban ganka ba? Ni ko girki ma banyi ba, maman amir ma takawo min alala amma ko budashi banyi ba"
"Wallahi nima banci komai ba kuma sun Kawo min abincin amma naki ci.."
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"Allah ya shiryar dasu, kasan duk inda ka kai da son wani ya shiryu bazaka iyaba mutukar Allah bai nufeshi da shiriyar ba domin shiryarwa awurinshi take.."
"Amin Hafsa, Allah yaganar dasu suma, ya ciwon marar taki?"
Sake lafewa tayi ajikinshi,
"Da sauki,dayake ina cikin damuwa ma ni harna manta da wai banda lafiya"
"Allah sarki nanah, sannu kinji, bari in dafa miki ruwan zafi kisha sai kici abinci"
Kwantar da ita yayi yakunna candle sannan yakunna risho ya dora ruwan zafi, taliyar da yadafa musu da safe tana nan ayanda take batayi komai ba dayake sanyi ne dan haka ya dumama musu ita,
Acikin cup yazuba mata ruwan zafin yasa sugar dan kadan yajefa Lipton,
"Tashi kisha ruwan zafin sai muci abinci ko?"
Tashi tayi ta amshi tea din ta kurba,
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"Ya haka dalam babu sugar?"
Murmushi yayi,
"To keda bakida lafiya inake ina shan zaki? Ko kina son kiyita bleeding ne?"
Shiru tayi taci gaba da kurbar tea din har ta shanye,
Taliya yazuba musu suka ci, bayan sun gama ta shiga toilet ta dan gyara jikinta ta fito sanye da kayan bacci riga da wando, kwance ta sameshi ya dan jingina da jikin bango yana wasa da candle din dake hannunshi yana d'isa ruwan candle din a hannunshi,
Kusa dashi takarasa ta kwanta jikinta ajikin nashi,
"11 fa tawuce bazaka kwanta ba?"
Hannunta yakamo ya disa mata ruwan candle din, zabura tayi ta tashi zaune tana yarfe hannun, diff taga yabushe candle din,
"Yaya yusleem da zafifa, wallahi ka kona ni"
Kamota taji yayi zuwa jikinshi, bargo yaja ya rufesu ya kamo hannunta wanda ya disa mata ruwan candle din,
"Sannu, kawo mugani..., nimafa kinji inda ya diddisa a hannuna taba kiji"
Kanta ta kwantar agefen wuyanshi numfashinta yana sauka akan wuyanshi.....
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***Lumshe idanuwanta tayi tana jin yanda yake hura mata iskar bakinshi awurin da ya diga mata ruwan candle,
"Wai dagaske kin kone ne..?"
"Ehh.."
"Kai nanah banda karya dai, naji anacewa bakar fata tafi fara kwari to ya akayi ni ban koneba sai ke?"
"To ai kai namiji ne"
Murmushi yayi yaci gaba da busa mata wurin,
"Da ban dawo ba shikenan sai dai ki kwana ke kadai ko?"
Dayan hannunta takai ta dora akan bakinshi,
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"Yaya yusleem dan Allah kadaina fadin haka, bana burin wani dare yazo wanda zan kasance ni daya ba tare da kai ba..."
Murmushi yayi yajuya ya rungumeta tsam tsam,
"Gobe akwai maganar da nake son muyi tare dake amma yanzu kiyi bacci ki huta.."
Makale kafada tayi kamar yana ganinta,
"Uhm, uhm muyi yanzu mana.."
"Meyasa bazaki bari sai goben ba?"
"Ni bana jin bacci yanzu"
"Nikuma kinga bacci nakeji sosai dan har idanuwana rurrufewa suke saboda tsananin bacci..."
Hannu takai tafara laluben fuskarshi har ta tabo idanuwanshi wadanda ke rufe,gangarowa tayi har zuwa kasumbarshi wadda ta dan fara taruwa,
"Yaya yusleem gaskiya gobe ya kamata inkaika kayi aski, jifa yanda kafara zama wani tsoho.."
Murmushi yayi yadora hannunshi akan nata wanda ke bisa kasumbar tashi,
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"Nine nafara zama tsohon? Har yanzu fa ni saurayine nanah..."
Jin abinda yace yasata boye fuskarta cikin kirjinshi,ahankali yasake magana,
"Askin ma sai kin kaini...?"
"Ehh mana.."
"Kina tsoro kar su oga dalma su kara kamani ko?"
"Insha Allah ai bazasu ma sake ganinka ba bare su daukeka,yanzu dai muyi maganar da kace zamuyi"
"Ai nace miki sai gobe saboda yanzu bacci nakeji"
"Tom shikenan tunda dai bazaka fada min yanzu ba..."
Zamewa tayi daga jikinsa ta juya daya bangaren, matsawa yayi ya rungumeta ta baya mintuna kadan taji yayi bacci,
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Ita kam kasa yin baccin tayi sai tunane tunane barkatai da kwakwalwarta ke yi daga karshe itama bata san lokacin da baccin ya dauketa ba.
K'arfe 6:30 ta bude idanuwanta, yusleem tagani zaune akasa ya bude laptop dinshi yana latse latsen da bata san ko na menene ba,
Bathroom ta shiga tayi brush tafito ta karasa wurin kayan sakawarsu, kayan da yasaka da wanda tasaka taware zata wanke,
Har ta dibi kayan ya daga kai ya ganta,
"Ina zakije kuma daga tashinki?"
"Wanki zanyi wai kafin rana tafito"
"To ai nace miki zamuyi magana ko kin manta?"
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"Gani nayi ai kaima akwai abinda kakeyi shine zan yi kafin kagama"
"A'a zo mu gama maganar tukunna.."
Ajiye kayan tayi takarasa inda yake, daukar laptop din yayi suka koma saman katifa,
"To ina jinka.."
"Sana'ar yi nake son ki zaba min sai infara.."
"Yaya yusleem Sana'a kuma?"
"To nanah zanyi ta zama hakane? Ai yakamata insamu abinyi komai kankantarsa"
"To shikenan amma dai banda aikin karfi da sauran ayyukan wahala"
"Meyasa? Bakya son karfina yakare ne?"
Murmushi tayi ta sunkuyar da kanta cike da kunya, janta jikinshi yayi ya dora hannunshi akan kafadarta kyass taji karar camera, dago da idonta da sauri tayi nan taga ya kuma daukar wani ajikin laptop din,
Kallonshi tayi, "yaya yusleem wannan wanne irin hoto ne da kayan bacci?"
Sake dauka yayi yana murmushi,
"Kinyi kyau ne shiyasa, kuma kinga kayan baccin ma sunyi miki kyau.."
Kokarin tashi tayi yahanata ta hanyar matseta ajikinshi,
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"Ki tsaya mugama mana, so nake muyi hotuna kamar guda 50 ayanzu.."
"Sai har charge yakare kenan.."
"Waya fada miki zai kare?" Yakarasa maganar yana cusa fuskarshi tsakiyar kirjinta,
Tureshi tayi tana murmushi,
"Kai yaya yusleem,dan Allah kabari.."
"Au bakya son hoton?"
Kallar screen din laptop din tayi nan taga har lokacin da yasaka fuskarshi a kirjinta saida ya dauka,
"Dan Allah ko goge wannan.. Idan wani yagani fa"
"Sai infada mishi nida matata ne"
Ta bude baki da niyyar sake yin magana taji lebenshi kan nata dolenta tayi shiru, kan kumatunta yakoma daga nan yakoma goshinta, habarta, wuyanta,
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Zamewa tayi, "nidai gaskiya hoton nan ya isa haka"
"To shikenan, zo ki gansu"
Matsawa kusa dashi tayi tasoma kallon hotunan tun daga kan nafarko, wani idan tagani ma kunya ce take lullubeta domin har lokacin da yake kissing dinta duk ya dauka,
"Lahhh kaga namanta bari inje infadawa Maman amir tafadawa baban amir kadawo.."
"To amma karki dade"
Hijabi ta dauka tafita bata jima ba sai gata tadawo,
Kayan wankin data hada ta nufa zata diba,
"Zo nanah.."
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"Yaya yusleem ni kabarni inyi wankin nan"
"Ehh zan barki kiyi, zo kigani"
Fasa diban kayan tayi takoma wurinshi nan suka shashance awurin suna kallon hutananshi wanda ya dauka lokacin yanada arziki kuma yana tsaka da cin daula domin mafi yawansu akasashen turai ne idan yaje sai wadanda yadauka anan gida nigeria tareda mutanenshi ada wadanda suke harka tare wanda mafi yawansu manyan mutane ne kalilanne yara irinshi, haka suka lalace wurin kallon hotunan daga karshema kashe laptop din yayi ya kwantar da ita ajikinshi babu bata lokaci bacci ya kwasheta, ahankali ya zare jikinshi yatashi bayan ya kwantar da ita, kayan yadiba yadauki sabulun wanki ya shiga bathroom, bucket guda biyu ya dauka yafita rijiya ya debo ruwa yadawo yashiga bathroom din ya fara wanke kayan, shi kansa yasan bazai iya tuna ranar da yayi wanki da hannunshi ba sai dai da washing machine,
Kafin Hafsat tatashi har ya gama wankin domin dama bamasu yawa bane, yana cikin yin dauraya sai gata tashigo,
"Yaya yusleem me kakeyi?"
"Daga tashinki?"
Bokitin ta kalla wanda yake dauraye kayan aciki nan idonta yasauka akan kayan baccinta wadanda tasaka shekaran jiya sukayi staining, sannan ga bra guda biyu,Kunyace ta lullubeta ta mika hannu ta janye bokitin,
"Menene haka?" Ya tambayeta yana kallonta,
"Kabarshi inkarasa"
"To ai nagama"
"Ehh katafi dai zan karasa"
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Fita yayi yabarta acikin bathroom din takarasa dauraye kayan ta kinkima zuwa tsakar gida wurin igiyar shanya, shanya kayan tayi takoma daki,
"Yaya yusleem wallahi koko da kosai nake sha'awa, zaka sha?"
"Zansha mana"
"A'a idan baka so dan Allah kafada min"
"Wallahi ina so"
Daukar flask tayi da kudi,
"Bari to inkaiwa amir yasiyo mana"
Kai yagyada mata yabita da kallo har ta fice, shi kansa bazai iya fassara yanayin da zuciyarshi ke cikiba gameda ita.
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Idanuwanshi ya lumshe nan yaji hannuwanta akan kasumbarshi tana shafawa, bude idonshi yayi ya kalleta,
"Baban amir ne yake magana dakai yana waje.."
"Toh bari inje"
Tashi yayi yafita, yana fita ta dan gyara dakin ta dora ruwan wanka,
Tana fitowa daga wankan yusleem nashigowa cikin dakin rikeda koko da kosan da ta aiki amir ya siyo,
Fita yasake yi domin yabata damar shiryawa saboda yasan indai yana cikin dakin takura zatayi,
Saida ya daidaici cewar tagama shiryawa sannan yakoma, tana zaune tana shafa mai akafarta bayan ta saka kayanta atamfa pink colour riga da zani,
Akusa da ita yazauna, "nima bari inyi wankan ko?"
"To ga ruwan zafin can"
Girgiza mata kai yayi,
"Nida ruwan sanyi zanyi"
"Kai yaya yusleem"
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"To aini babu abinda zaiyi min, kece dai zaiyi miki illa idan kika fiya amfani dashi especially ma yanzu da kike period, ku mata idan kuna period anfiso ku yawaita amfani da ruwan zafi sannan ku yawaita shan shi.."
"To ai yanzun ma da ruwan zafin nayi wankan" tace dashi kanta akasa,
"To ki diba kisha idan kin gama"
"Toh.."
Bai sake magana ba ya tashi ya shiga bathroom, maganar Maman amir tajiyo awaje dan haka ta tashi ta fita domin da ita kadai suke yin shiri amma duk sauran matan gidan gaisuwa ce kadai ke hadasu.
Lokacin data koma cikin dakin yusleem yana saka kaya, juyawa tayi zata koma ya dakatar da ita,
"Ina zakije?"
"Waje zanje"
"Me akeyi?"
"Babu komai"
"To dawo ki zauna"
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Komawa tayi ta zauna batare da ta kalli wurin da yakeba, har saida ya kammala yazo kusa da ita ya zauna suka fara karyawa,
Abaki yasa mata kosan yana kallonta kawar da kanta gefe tayi tana murmushi,
"Au bazaki ci ba? To ni bani inaso"
Kasa bashin tayi dan haka lokacin data dauko takai bakinta yayi gaggawar rike hannun nata yakai bakinshi maimakon bakinta,
"Nanah wai wannan kunyar duk ta menene uhm...?"
Hannunta nahagu tasa ta kare fuskarta,
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"To indai baki saki jikinki kin daina jin kunyata ba zamu bata dake"
Murmushi tayi batace komai ba, da haka suka gama cin abincin duk tana takure,
"Yaushe zamuje kayi askin?"
"Sai dai idan zakiyi min"
Waro ido tayi ta kalleshi,
"Dame?"
"Shaving stick"
Kanta ta cusa cikin pillow tana dariya, binta yayi ya dora kanshi akan bayanta.
Kan keken sakarta tahau tana yin sakar hula shikuma yana kan katifa yana gyara farcenshi da nail cutter,
"Yaya yusleem albishirinka"
"Goro"
"Hula nake saka maka da sunanka ajiki.."
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Ajiye nail cutter din yayi yanufi inda take, abayanta ya tsaya yasaka hannuwanshi ya dafe jikin keken sakar bayan ya dan rankwafa yayi mata runfa,
"Shine baki kirani na tayaki ba?"
"To ai baka iyaba"
"Basai ki koya min ba"
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Murmushi tayi taci gaba da sakarta yana tsaye yana kallo da haka har ta kammala hada mishi hular wanda ajiki ta rubuta sunanshi,
Karba yayi yasa ya kalleta,
"Dame zan biya?"
"Ni kyauta nayi maka"
"To zo ki kwanta ki huta"
"A'a ba yanzuba saboda maman amir tace inyiwa amir kayan sanyi zata siya mishi"
"To ki dan huta sai kiyi"
Hakura tayi takoma kusa dashi ta kwanta nan kuma yasoma cakulinta, daga ita har shi dariya suke wanda bata taba ganin yayiba sai yau,
Sai yanzu ta tabbatar da rayuwa cikin rufin asiri shi yafi komai dadi fiyeda azauna cikin daula amma babu farin ciki.
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Daren ranar ta matsa mishi suje tarakashi aski amma yaki yace itace zatayi masa dole babu yadda zatayi haka ta yadda sukaje shago suka siyo shaving stick suka dawo, candle ta kunna suka shiga bathroom, sabulu ya mika mata bayan ya lumshe idonshi yana jiran yaji tafara......
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