Ta kula tambayar ta dan bata mishi rai, sai ta bame bakinta bam da kwado ta sadda kanta kasa. Rashin kunya da tsiwa sam basa cikin tsarin rayuwar Ameenah, a har kullum ita mai girmama na gaba da ita ne da bin maganarsu, amma ta rasa dalilin da yasa daga shigowar Modibbo cikin rayuwarta gabadaya ya canzata daga yarinya mai shiru-shiru zuwa tsiwatacciya duk da dai shi kadai ne take yiwa rashin kunyar, amma bata jin dadin hakan, musamman a yanzun da take karkashinsa a matsayin mata. Sa'insa dashi bata kamace ta ba, idan zata tuna nasihun dasu Ammie da kawunnan ta suka mata jiya da yau duk akan ta bi umarnin Modibbo ne, sun ce tsakaninta dashi to ne kawai a duk maganarsa umarninsa hakan bai sabawa addini ba.
Sai ta mika hannu gefen gado cikin sanyin jiki ta janyo hijabinta wanda ya rufe mata har tafin kafa ta saka, ta zuro kafafunta kasa ta sauka daga kan gadon ta nufi inda yake cikin nutsattsen taku. Ta bi bayanshi ya ja su sallar nafilah har raka'ah hudu, dogayen surori ya dinga janyowa yana rerawa cikin wata daddadar kira'ah kai kace Sheik Muhammad Minshawi ne yake rera karatun, har shagaltar da ita ya dinga yi wajen sauraron hadaddiyar kira'ar tasa. Bata so ya sallame sallar ba, taso ace ya ci gaba da karatun har gari ya waye, zata saurara ba tare da gajiyawa ba, hakan zai fiye mata daya zauna yana mata surutan rainin wayon nan nashi. Ya dafa kanta ya janyo addu'o'i sosai ya tofe ta dasu, daga nan ya tambaye ta game da addini da hukunce-hukuncensa, kamar yadda yayi zato bata gaza amsa tambayarsa ko daya ba. Daya gama ya umarceta akan taje ta kwanta, ba musu ta mike da hijabin nata ta nufi gado. A bakin gadon taji an riko mata hijabi, ta juyo da sauri cikin faduwar gaba, shi din ne a tsaye rike da hijabin. Ko kafin ta samu damar tambayar ba'asi ya fara kokarin cire mata hijabin, ta rike hijabin gam da iya karfinta, ta karfin tuwo ya cire hijabin nata yayi wurgi da ita can gefe, ta saka hannuwanta duka biyun ta kare kirjinta, tace cikin dauriya da salon rashin kunya mai tattare da in-ina, "Mmalamm.... Meye haka kake yi??" dariya taso kama shi ganin yadda ta diririce kamar ba Ameenahr wannan mai tsiwa da zafin kai ba.
Hannunta ya janye daga kirjinta ya maye su da nashi kirjin ya rungumeta tsam kamar zai tsaga kirjinsa ya saka ta ciki, wani irin al'amari mai wuyar fassarawa ya ziyarcesu su duka. Idanunsa a lumshe ya kai bakinsa bisa dogon wuyanta dake fitar da sansanyan kamshin gel na turaren nabeel ya fara watsa mata ruwan sumba. Zuciyar Ameenah ta dauko rawa kamar ta daka tsalle ta fito daga kirjinta ta duro kasa, iyakar karfinta ta saka ta tunkude shi don taga alamun dan kuzarin nan ma babu shi tattare da Modibbo. Ya sake mika hannu ya kamota tayi saurin bige hannun taja da baya, "Mm... Malammmmm, bana son iskanci... Mey haka?" yace murya a shake, "mijinki kike kira da dan iska pa Meenahh!!" gabanta ya fadi sosai, ta shiga wani yanayi mai kama da bacin rai, duk duniya mutum daya yake kiranta da wannan sunan, tun daya bar duniya kuma babu wanda ya sake kiranta dashi sai yau. Tace kada ka sake kiran sunana da Meenahh don ba dashi aka min huduba ba, idan ba zaka kira ni da Ameenah ba to kayi shiru, ni zai fi min ma ka kira ni da ke ba Meenahh ba.... Yadda ta runtse ido tana mishi kashedi ba karamin burgeshi yayi ba, ya zuba mata ido cike da birgewa yana kallo yana doka murmushi, she is cute! Bata san ya aka yi ya isa gabanta ba, kawai tsintar bakinta tayi a cikin nashi. Duk yadda taso ta yakice shi wannan karon dai bata ci nasara ba, sai da yayi ra'ayin kansa sannan ya dan sassauta rikon daya mata, "Ameenah! Meye haka kike yi wai?" cikin kunan rai tace bana son abinda kake yi min, ka kyale ni! Ya girgiza kai a nutse yana dubanta cikin lumshe idanu, "a'ah Ameenah, sunna ce fa? Meye aibuna don ina kokarin yin koyi da da fiyayyen halitta? A cikin koyarwarsa ne yace idan kayi sabuwar amarya ka shayar da ita madara ko ka ciyar da ita nama, ku sallaci nafilah bakin iyawarka, ka roki Allah game da dukkan alkhairan ta ka kuma nemi tsari da dukkan sharrinta, ka kuma roki Ubamgiji samun zuriya dayyiba daga gareta, daga nan kuma sai kayi abinda zai samar da 'ya'yan... Abinda nake yi kenan ai". Hannuwanta duka biyun ta saka ta rufe kunnuwanta, cikin karaji take nuna masa kofa, "Modibbo kana yiwa girman Allah ka bar min daki tun kafin kalamanka su tarwatsa min zuciya, please Modibbo ka fita!!" ta bashi tausayi sosai, sai dai baya jin zai iya canza kudirinshi, ya girgiza mata kai, "but I don't want to......" ya matsa gareta a hankali, tayi stepping back kawai sai taji ta rigingine akan gado, ta zaro ido a firgice tana kallonshi. A yunwace yayi pouncing kanta kamar mayunwacin zaki, ya shiga aika mata da sakonni masu nauyi a jikinta, a hankali wata jijiya mai tura sakwanni zuwa kwakwalwa a jikinta ta shiga turawa kwalwar Ameenah sakon cewa itama fa tana muradin abin, yayin da kwalwar ta turawa gangar jikinta tsananin bukatuwa da kuma gamsuwa da zakakan kisses din Modibbo suka samar mata, nan aka shiga dambe tsakanin gangar jiki da zuciyar Ameenah, gangar jikin na so, amma zuciyar ta kafe akan bata so, yayin da gangar jikin itama ta kafe tana fadada zuciyar itama fa Ameenahr lafiyayyar mace ce tana bukatar namiji kamar sauran lafiyayyun mutane. Daga karshe dai gangar jikin ta samu nasara. Cikin yanayin fita hayyaci Ameenah tasa hannu ta rungume Modibbo gam a jikinta, ta shiga maida mishi nartanin kisa-kisan da yake watsa mata.
The moment Modibbo take control, she regretted it. Ta fara ture shi daga jikinta sai dai inaa! Modibbo tuni ya bace daga duniyar lafiyayyun mutane masu hankali zuwa ta kuntattu. Duk yadda yaso yayi controlling kansa abin yaci tura, Ameenah irin matan nan ne masu padlock, yanayin halittar ta da gyaran data sha sun taimaka kwarai wajen fitar da Modibbo-AbdulRasheed daga dan guntun hayyacin daya rage masa, ya shiga zaro maganganu da surutai wanda Ameenah bata yi nasarar tsintar komi a cikinsu ba don itama ba a cikin hayyacinta take ba, tana cikin shock na tsananin azabar da Modibbo yake gana mata, a ganinta tsantsar mugunta kawai yake gwada mata. Tun tana kuka da hawaye har hawayen suka daina zuba sai dai kukan kurame kawai, daga baya ma kukan kuramen sai ya gagara sai shessheka da ajiyar zuciya kawai, azabar da take ji tayi imanin ko a daren farkonta bata dandani kamar ta ba.
Ya rungumeta sosai a jikinsa kamar zai maida ta ciki, yana rada mata nauyayan maganganu na tsantsar so da godiya wadanda ko a daren farkonta bata ji su ba. Bata dauke su a bakin komi ba face sambatun shauki da fita hayyaci. Ba jimawa barci mai nauyi yayi awon gaba dashi, ta ture shi daga jikinta ta juya mishi baya cikin kwararowar hawaye.......
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Ta kula tambayar ta dan bata mishi rai, sai ta bame bakinta bam da kwado ta sadda kanta kasa. Rashin kunya da tsiwa sam basa cikin tsarin rayuwar Ameenah, a har kullum ita mai girmama na gaba da ita ne da bin maganarsu, amma ta rasa dalilin da yasa daga shigowar Modibbo cikin rayuwarta gabadaya ya canzata daga yarinya mai shiru-shiru zuwa tsiwatacciya duk da dai shi kadai ne take yiwa rashin kunyar, amma bata jin dadin hakan, musamman a yanzun da take karkashinsa a matsayin mata. Sa'insa dashi bata kamace ta ba, idan zata tuna nasihun dasu Ammie da kawunnan ta suka mata jiya da yau duk akan ta bi umarnin Modibbo ne, sun ce tsakaninta dashi to ne kawai a duk maganarsa umarninsa hakan bai sabawa addini ba.
Sai ta mika hannu gefen gado cikin sanyin jiki ta janyo hijabinta wanda ya rufe mata har tafin kafa ta saka, ta zuro kafafunta kasa ta sauka daga kan gadon ta nufi inda yake cikin nutsattsen taku. Ta bi bayanshi ya ja su sallar nafilah har raka'ah hudu, dogayen surori ya dinga janyowa yana rerawa cikin wata daddadar kira'ah kai kace Sheik Muhammad Minshawi ne yake rera karatun, har shagaltar da ita ya dinga yi wajen sauraron hadaddiyar kira'ar tasa. Bata so ya sallame sallar ba, taso ace ya ci gaba da karatun har gari ya waye, zata saurara ba tare da gajiyawa ba, hakan zai fiye mata daya zauna yana mata surutan rainin wayon nan nashi. Ya dafa kanta ya janyo addu'o'i sosai ya tofe ta dasu, daga nan ya tambaye ta game da addini da hukunce-hukuncensa, kamar yadda yayi zato bata gaza amsa tambayarsa ko daya ba. Daya gama ya umarceta akan taje ta kwanta, ba musu ta mike da hijabin nata ta nufi gado. A bakin gadon taji an riko mata hijabi, ta juyo da sauri cikin faduwar gaba, shi din ne a tsaye rike da hijabin. Ko kafin ta samu damar tambayar ba'asi ya fara kokarin cire mata hijabin, ta rike hijabin gam da iya karfinta, ta karfin tuwo ya cire hijabin nata yayi wurgi da ita can gefe, ta saka hannuwanta duka biyun ta kare kirjinta, tace cikin dauriya da salon rashin kunya mai tattare da in-ina, "Mmalamm.... Meye haka kake yi??" dariya taso kama shi ganin yadda ta diririce kamar ba Ameenahr wannan mai tsiwa da zafin kai ba.
Hannunta ya janye daga kirjinta ya maye su da nashi kirjin ya rungumeta tsam kamar zai tsaga kirjinsa ya saka ta ciki, wani irin al'amari mai wuyar fassarawa ya ziyarcesu su duka. Idanunsa a lumshe ya kai bakinsa bisa dogon wuyanta dake fitar da sansanyan kamshin gel na turaren nabeel ya fara watsa mata ruwan sumba. Zuciyar Ameenah ta dauko rawa kamar ta daka tsalle ta fito daga kirjinta ta duro kasa, iyakar karfinta ta saka ta tunkude shi don taga alamun dan kuzarin nan ma babu shi tattare da Modibbo. Ya sake mika hannu ya kamota tayi saurin bige hannun taja da baya, "Mm... Malammmmm, bana son iskanci... Mey haka?" yace murya a shake, "mijinki kike kira da dan iska pa Meenahh!!" gabanta ya fadi sosai, ta shiga wani yanayi mai kama da bacin rai, duk duniya mutum daya yake kiranta da wannan sunan, tun daya bar duniya kuma babu wanda ya sake kiranta dashi sai yau. Tace kada ka sake kiran sunana da Meenahh don ba dashi aka min huduba ba, idan ba zaka kira ni da Ameenah ba to kayi shiru, ni zai fi min ma ka kira ni da ke ba Meenahh ba.... Yadda ta runtse ido tana mishi kashedi ba karamin burgeshi yayi ba, ya zuba mata ido cike da birgewa yana kallo yana doka murmushi, she is cute! Bata san ya aka yi ya isa gabanta ba, kawai tsintar bakinta tayi a cikin nashi. Duk yadda taso ta yakice shi wannan karon dai bata ci nasara ba, sai da yayi ra'ayin kansa sannan ya dan sassauta rikon daya mata, "Ameenah! Meye haka kike yi wai?" cikin kunan rai tace bana son abinda kake yi min, ka kyale ni! Ya girgiza kai a nutse yana dubanta cikin lumshe idanu, "a'ah Ameenah, sunna ce fa? Meye aibuna don ina kokarin yin koyi da da fiyayyen halitta? A cikin koyarwarsa ne yace idan kayi sabuwar amarya ka shayar da ita madara ko ka ciyar da ita nama, ku sallaci nafilah bakin iyawarka, ka roki Allah game da dukkan alkhairan ta ka kuma nemi tsari da dukkan sharrinta, ka kuma roki Ubamgiji samun zuriya dayyiba daga gareta, daga nan kuma sai kayi abinda zai samar da 'ya'yan... Abinda nake yi kenan ai". Hannuwanta duka biyun ta saka ta rufe kunnuwanta, cikin karaji take nuna masa kofa, "Modibbo kana yiwa girman Allah ka bar min daki tun kafin kalamanka su tarwatsa min zuciya, please Modibbo ka fita!!" ta bashi tausayi sosai, sai dai baya jin zai iya canza kudirinshi, ya girgiza mata kai, "but I don't want to......" ya matsa gareta a hankali, tayi stepping back kawai sai taji ta rigingine akan gado, ta zaro ido a firgice tana kallonshi. A yunwace yayi pouncing kanta kamar mayunwacin zaki, ya shiga aika mata da sakonni masu nauyi a jikinta, a hankali wata jijiya mai tura sakwanni zuwa kwakwalwa a jikinta ta shiga turawa kwalwar Ameenah sakon cewa itama fa tana muradin abin, yayin da kwalwar ta turawa gangar jikinta tsananin bukatuwa da kuma gamsuwa da zakakan kisses din Modibbo suka samar mata, nan aka shiga dambe tsakanin gangar jiki da zuciyar Ameenah, gangar jikin na so, amma zuciyar ta kafe akan bata so, yayin da gangar jikin itama ta kafe tana fadada zuciyar itama fa Ameenahr lafiyayyar mace ce tana bukatar namiji kamar sauran lafiyayyun mutane. Daga karshe dai gangar jikin ta samu nasara. Cikin yanayin fita hayyaci Ameenah tasa hannu ta rungume Modibbo gam a jikinta, ta shiga maida mishi nartanin kisa-kisan da yake watsa mata.
The moment Modibbo take control, she regretted it. Ta fara ture shi daga jikinta sai dai inaa! Modibbo tuni ya bace daga duniyar lafiyayyun mutane masu hankali zuwa ta kuntattu. Duk yadda yaso yayi controlling kansa abin yaci tura, Ameenah irin matan nan ne masu padlock, yanayin halittar ta da gyaran data sha sun taimaka kwarai wajen fitar da Modibbo-AbdulRasheed daga dan guntun hayyacin daya rage masa, ya shiga zaro maganganu da surutai wanda Ameenah bata yi nasarar tsintar komi a cikinsu ba don itama ba a cikin hayyacinta take ba, tana cikin shock na tsananin azabar da Modibbo yake gana mata, a ganinta tsantsar mugunta kawai yake gwada mata. Tun tana kuka da hawaye har hawayen suka daina zuba sai dai kukan kurame kawai, daga baya ma kukan kuramen sai ya gagara sai shessheka da ajiyar zuciya kawai, azabar da take ji tayi imanin ko a daren farkonta bata dandani kamar ta ba.
Ya rungumeta sosai a jikinsa kamar zai maida ta ciki, yana rada mata nauyayan maganganu na tsantsar so da godiya wadanda ko a daren farkonta bata ji su ba. Bata dauke su a bakin komi ba face sambatun shauki da fita hayyaci. Ba jimawa barci mai nauyi yayi awon gaba dashi, ta ture shi daga jikinta ta juya mishi baya cikin kwararowar hawaye.......
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Wannan dare bata taba riskar irin shi ba, daren data kira Bakin Dare! Dare mafi muni da kunci a rayuwarta. Tana sake-sake barci ya kwashe ta itama.
Da asubahi ya rigata tashi, tana dukunkune a jikin sa tana barcinta a nutse, abu ne wanda ta riga ta saba dashi, duk lokacin da suka yi making love da Marwan to ya kan saka ta cikin jikinsa su koma barci. To a jiyan ma bayan ta gama koke-kokenta kasa daurewa tayi sai data dangana jikinta da jikinshi. Yayi shiru yana sauraron fitar numfashinta akan kirjinsa a hankali, jin shi ya dinga yi kamar wanda aka wa bushara da aljannah. Cikin tsanaki ya zame jikinshi a hankali gudun kada ya tashe ta, sai daya jera mata pillows sannan ya bar dakin. Yana fita ta bude idanunta, tun tashin sa itama ta farka kin nuna masa alamun ta tashi tayi. Tayi kokarin ta tashi zaune wata azaba ta ratsa ta ba shiri ta dan saki kara, sosai take jin radadi. Da cije baki da runtse ido ta samu ta sauka daga kan gado, da bin bango ta shiga toilet ta tara ruwa a bahon wanka mai madaidaicin zafi ta shiga ta zauna har ruwan ya huce, ta tara wani ta sake zama. Daya huce sai tayi wanka ta dauro alwala ta fito ta tayar da sallah.
Modibbo kam ana gama sallah ya dan zauna yayi azkar har gari yayi haske, cikin sauri ya shigo gidan wai ya tasheta daga barci kar ta makara sallah, amma ga mamakinsa sai ya sameta a zaune akan abin sallah tana karatun al-qur'ani mai girma. Yayi tsaye a jikin kofar yana kare mata kallo, daga bisani ya juya ya sauka kasa. Bayan kamar minti ashirin ya dawo dauke da tray a hannunsa ya dire a gabanta, ba tare data kalleshi ba ta rufe Qur'anin ta tashi ta koma kan gado ta kwanta, bai yi fushi ba ya sake binta har kan gadon, ya tsiyaya tatacciyar madara mara sanyi a cikin mug, hannu yasa ya tashe ta zaune ya mika mata kofin, sai a lokacin ya mata magana, yace karbi ki sha Ameenah in baki magani. Kwalla ta ciko idanunta tayi saurin maidata, ta girgiza masa kai. Ya lankwasa murya cikin sigar lallashi yace pleaseee.. Ba don ni ba... Yanayin yadda yayi maganar yasa ta kasa masa musu, ta amshi kofin ta kai bakinta ko rabin madarar bata sha ba ta ajiye. Ya balle murfin goran ragolis ya balli magani ya mika mata, ta afa su a baki ta kora da ruwa. Ya taimaka mata ta koma ta kwanta, yasa bargo ya rufe ta dashi ya bar mata shi a saitin ruwan cikinta. Ya tattara kayan yayi waje dasu bayan ya rufe mata kofar, ta lumshe idanunta a hankali tana sake-sake cikin ranta har barci ya dauketa.
Shima dakinshi ya koma ya kwanta, duk da yau Monday ce amma ya dauki hutun angonci na sati guda. Sai wajen karfe goma ya tashi, shima dalilin waya ne da Ummie ta mishi tace direba yana jiransa a kofar gida ya kawo musu breakfast, ya tashi ya sauka yaje ya amso kayan. Kan dinning table ya ajiye kwandon, sai daya leka Ameenah yaga har zuwa lokacin barci take shaka. Dakinsa ya koma ya fada wanka, ya fito ya shirya cikin wani voyl maroon mai cizawa, bai dora hula ba sai dai ya taje sumar kanshi ya shafa mai. Fita yayi ya karya ya kwashi makullan motarshi ya fita.
Ita kam sai gab da azuhur ta farka, lokacin data duba agogo tayi mamakin lokutan data dauka tana barci. Tayi mika tana salati ta diro daga gadon ta fada bayi, wannan karon ma sai data shiga ruwan zafi duk da cewa babu radadin amma ta kara jin karfi a jikinta sosai. Ta fito ta shirya cikin wata doguwar rigar atamfa dinkin buba, bata shafa komi ba sai mai da hoda amma fa tayi kyau sosai, fuskarta tayi wasai sai er rama kadan wadda idanunta ne kadai suka dan shige ciki.
Data gama sallar azuhur kan kujera ta koma ta nade tana canza channels, ko takan abinci bata bi ba don bata jin yunwa ko kadan. Ta janyo waya ta kira Ammie suka gaisa, aka bata Al-Ameen ya fara mata shirmen hirarsa tana ta kwasar dariya ran nan nata kal kamar farar takarda, sun jima sosai akan waya daga bisani suka yi sallama. Ko ajiye wayar bata yi ba kiran Anti Jamila ya shiga wayar ta, ta daga tace tazo ta bude musu kofa suna jiranta a waje. Ta tashi ta sauka kasa, ta jima sosai tsaye a tsakiyar falon tana jinjina irin tsaruwar falon, gaskiya babu abinda zata ce da Anti Jameelah da maigidanta sai dai fatan alkhairi kawai. Sai data kosar da idanunta sosai sannan ta je ta bude musu gate, su Anti ne har da relatives din su Marwan don suna mutunci dasu sosai. Sai zuwan su ne ma Anti Jamila tasa ta dan tsakuri abincin da suka kawo daga gidan Ummie, nan suka yini a gidan sai da yamma suka tafi. Anti tace gobe da yamma zata koma don dama Uncle tun a ranar daurin aure ya bar 9ja, zuwa lokacin zazzabine sosai ya rufe Ameenah ruf da kyar ta samu ta raka su kasa, ta dawo ta libge akan gado kamar kayan wanki, da kyar ta sallaci magriba a daddafe ta kara komawa ta nade a cikin bargo.
Maodibbo bai shigo gidan ba sai da karfe tara ta gota, yana can tare dasu Muhseen suna ta hira bai kula da lokaci ya kure ba sai da daya daga cikin abokan nasu ya nuna mishi agogo yana tambayar wai ko dai ya manta da amaryah ne?? Ya wawuri makulli ya fita a sukwane babu ko waiwaye balle ya tankawa shakiyancin da suke mishi. Sai daya tsaya a wani suya joint ya sayi suyar kaji da tarkacen yogurts da fresh milk don yace wa Ummie a daina kai musu abinci ya hutar dasu. Sai daya canza shiga zuwa ta kayan barci sannan ya tafi dakin Ameenah.....
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Tana can tsakiyar gadon ta nade cikin bargonta mai damisa irin mai rubi biyu dinnan, amma still rawar sanyi take yi. Ya ajiye ledar hannunshi da sauri ya nufe ta a rikice, Ameenah lafiya?? Abinda yake nanatawa kenan har ya hau kan gadon ya janye bargon data rufa dashi, rawar sanyin data ke yi ta karu har hakoranta na hadewa da juna, ta kasa ko bude ido, hucin zafin jikinta ya bugo shi kamar wuta, ya dafe kai Ohhh God! Ya maida mata bargon da sauri ya fita, dakinshi yaje ya dauko first aid box yazo ya fara bincikar ta. Allura ya hada ya zurkuda mata, duk da halin da take ciki sai data yi dan kara, ya shiga lailaya mata wajen yana ambaton sorry!! Cikin ledar yaje ya dauko mata yoghurt, ya tsiyaya a cup ya mika mata, tayi saurin girgiza kai don ko karnin shi bata son ji, ya narkar da murya yace daure ki sha Ameenah magani zan baki, kinji? Karbi don Allah..... Ya shiga bata da kanshi, ko rabi bata sha ba ta amayo mishi yoghurt dinnan tas a jikinshi da dan sauran abinda taci da rana. Yana rungume da ita kamar zai rushe da kuka dan tausayi har ta gama, ya dauketa ya dora akan couch shi kuma yaje ya gyara wajen, ya kawo air freshener ya fesa a gun, shima ya koma daki ya canza kayan jikinshi ya dawo dakin cikin shiga fiye data dazu yana ta kwarara kamshi mai dadi. Ya kara ciccibarta ya maida kan gadon, da lallashi ya samu ta dan kurbi yoghurt din ya bata magunguna. Yaje ya tattara sauran kayan ya kai kicin, ya dawo ya taimaka mata ta kwanta. Ya dan rufa mata bargo duk da zazzabin ya sauka, shi kuma ya koma kan couch ya kwanta bayan ya kashe musu wuta.
Washegari data tashi babu zazzabin a jikinta sai dai rashin kwarin jiki, ya taimaka mata ta dauro alwala suka dawo ya shimfida mata abin sallah, shi ya tafi masallaci ita kuma ta sallaci tata a daki. Da gari ya danyi haske ya dawo ko sama bai hau ba ya fada kicin ya shirya mata sassaukan abinci da yake Abdul-Rasheed ba daga nan ba in dai akan girki ne, ya kware sosai kamar wani chef. Kafin takwas tayi ya gama komi, ya cicciba ya kai mata ta dan ci ya bata magunguna ta koma ta kwanta, sai daya ga barci ya dauketa sannan ya tafi dakinshi ya kwanta. Ranar bai fita ba sai can da yamma bayan ya tabbatar da ta wartsake sosai, sai bayan isha'i ya dawo. Kofar dakinta ya tura amma sai yaji kofar a rufe, mamaki ya kama shi, ya bubbuga yaji shiru. Sai ya leka ta kofar makulli ya hangota a zaune tana ta faman latsa remote da plate din yankakkun fruits a gabanta, yayi ajiyar numfashi, da alamun ta warke kenan tunda har ta iya sauka kasa. Sai ya koma kasa ya adana kajin da fresh milk din daya shigo dasu. Can wajen karfe goma yana kwance yaji karan bude kofar dakinta, cikin sauri yazo bakin kofar shi yana hangota, ita din ce ta zura dogon hijabi har kasa, yaji wata faduwar gaba ta ziyarce shi. Ina zata je da wannan daren? Ko dai guduwa zata yi?? Yayi kokarin bin bayanta sai ya tuna makullin gidan ai yana hannunshi, sai dai in doguwar katangar gidan zata kama ta dira. Yana nan yana saka da warwara yaga ta dawo hannunta dauke da kwalin fresh milk mai sanyi wadda ya shigo da ita ta shige daki ta kulle, ya jingina kanshi da kofar dakin yana karewa ceiling din dakin kallo.
Wasa gaske Ameenah ta daina yarda su hadu da Modibbo, kullum tana daki bata yarda ta fito sai idan ya bar gidan ta fito tayi en gyare-gyare da abinda zata yi kafin ya dawo ta koma.
Bai damu da hakan ba ko kadan, a ganin shi indai tana lafiya to Falillahilhamdu, sai dai a yawancin lokuta ya kan yi kewarta sosai, yana so ya sake kadaicewa da ita sosai, zumar daya dandana daga gareta zuma ce da ba dai a dandanata a barta ba, sai dai asha ta kuma ayi ta son nata har abada, sai dai ya kan lallami zuciyarsa ya nuna mata lokacin hakan bai yi ba, ya sha alwashin wani abu ba zai kara shiga tsakaninsu da ita ba har sai ya koya mata son sa, ba zai so haifar 'ya'ya da macen da bata son shi ba gudun kada kiyayyarshi ta shafi yaran. Cikin haka ya koma bakin aikinshi, idan ya fita tun kafin takwas sai karfe hudu ko biyar yake dawowa. Ya fahimci tana son shan fresh milk don haka yake kwaso mata ita yayi ta jibge mata su a fridge. A haka suka shanye wata guda cur, haduwarsu da Modibbo sai dai by mistake, kila ta fito daga daki shima ya fito su danyi starring din juna su kauda kai, watarana ya tambayeta tana da matsala? Sai dai kawai ta girgiza kai ta koma dakinta. Wannan rayuwar kadaicin data kirkirarwa kanta bata yi mishi dadi ko kadan, to amma ya zai yi???
Ta takura su Ammie sosai akan a kawo mata Al-Ameen dinta, Ammie tace ta fara tambayar izinin mijinta. Ta turo baki kamar tana gaban Ammien tace to ai tun farko sai da muka yi yarjejeniya dashi, ya yarda da zaman Al-Ameen a tare dani, menene kuma na sake fada mishi?? Ammie tace ke dai tunda nace ki tambaya to ki tambaye shi din.... Ta katse wayar. Tsaki ta ja tayi jifa da wayar.
Ya dawo daga aiki ya ganta coge a jikin kofar dakinta ta harde hannu a kirji kanta a kasa, kasa-kasa yake kallonta yana so yayi magana amma yana tsoron ta shige dakinta, sai kawai ya hau kokarin bude dakinta. Muryarta ya tsinkaya daga bayanshi, "Ammie tace a tambaye ka za a kawo Al-Ameen..." ya dan juyo yana kallonta, fatar jikinta tayi wani fess da gani babu tambaya kasan tana shan hutu, to bata zuwa koina, kullum sai dai taci ta kwanta ko hasken rana sai dai ta hango shi ta window. Yayi saurin janye idonshi daga kanta saboda wani abu da yaji yana taso mai game da ita, yayi kokarin saisaita muryar shi data fara tangadi, yace Allah ya kawo shi lafiya.... Kafin ya gama rufe baki ta fada dakinta ta rufo, yabi kofar dakin da kallo yana gyada kai cikin kunan rai.
Bayan kwana biyu Ya Faruq ya kawo mata shi da kansa kamar yanda yayi alkawari, tare suka zo da Safeenah. Ta kara habakewa ta zama lukuta ta gaske, sunyi kyau sosai daga ita har Faruq din. Al-Ameen ma ya kara girma sosai, ya kwaso da gudu yana Mommy.....!! Ta daga shi sama ta cilla shi ta cafe tana dariya, tana jin kamar ta maida shi ciki. Ta dinga ina taka saka ina taka tsare da bakinta, babynta na jikinta. Suna nan Modibbo ya dawo daga wajen aiki. Bayan anyi isha'i gabadaya suka rankaya gidan su Ummie, wannan shine karo na farko da Ameenah taje gidan tun da aka kawo ta, Ummie dai tazo kuma ana kawo mata su Hauwa akai-akai suna mata yini. Ummie tayi murna da zuwansu sosai, suna nan suna hira har sai da sha daya ta wuce sannan suka musu sallama suka tafi, Faruq masauki ya kama, anyi-anyi dashi yaki kwana a gidan su Ummie. Washegari ya koma, Safeenah ta kara kwana biyu itama ta bi bayan shi.
Dawowar shi daga wajen aiki kenan, yana kokarin bude dakinshi ya jiyo muryar Ameenah sama-sama, "ya za ayi baby? Ba a sako maka underwears da kayan shan iska ba..." ya danyi murmushi ya shige dakinshi, wanka ya fara yi ya canza shiga ya dauki makullin mota ya fita. Sai gashi niki-niki da ledoji a hannu, ya tsaya bakin kofarta ya bubbuga. Ta taso ta bude cikin mamaki don bai taba mata haka ba, a kofar ya coge yana mata wani kwantaccen murmushi tace lafiya?? Ledar hannunshi ya mika mata, ta amsa. Tana shirin maida kofa ta rufe Al-Ameen ya leko kai ta kofar, yace mommy! Modibbo ya sakar mishi murmushi ya durkusa a gabanshi yace "hello baby, ya kake?" ya kalli mommyn ya sake kallonshi, ya turo baki yana kallon Ameenah. Bata bari yace wani abu ba ta janye Al-Ameen ta maida kofar ta rufe shima ya juya abinshi. Al-Ameen ya dame ta da tambayar wai wanene wancan?? Tace sunan shi Uncle, yace Uncle Wa? Tace kace mishi Uncle kawai. Zai sake watso mata wata tambayar tace mishi shhhh! Ya kuwa yi tsit.
Ga mamakinta koda ta bude ledar kayan shan iska ne da underwears na yara daidai Al-Ameen, har da su turaruka da takalma, sayayya dai rankataf! Ta dan yi murmushi kadan, "well thanks for this, yau dai ya dan birge!" ta fada a ranta.
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Ranar assabar da safe ya ci kwalliyar shi cikin kananan kaya sai kamshi yake yi, yayi knocking a kofarta. Ta taso ta bude kofar ta coge a bakin kofar tana kallonshi, cikin murmushinsa da baya bacewa a fuskarsa in dai yana tare da ita yace morning! Ta dan ji kunyar kin gaishe shi da bata yi ba, ta kauda kai gefe ita bata amsa gaisuwar shi ba ita kuma bata gaida shi ba. Yace a bani aron Al-Ameen zai raka ni unguwa... Ta dan tsaya tana kallonshi, sai kuma ta juya ta kwalawa Al-Ameen kira, yazo gun a guje yace mommy gani. Ta dan kalli Modibbo tace kazo ka raka Uncle unguwa. Ya kuwa koma dakin da gudunshi ya kwaso takalman shi ya dawo, ta duka ta sanya mishi takalman, Modibbo ya kama hannuwanshi suka tafi yana mata bye.
Bayan fitarsu wankin kananan kayansu ta musu da yake akwai wanda yake musu wanki da guga, mai aikin da yake zuwa kullum yana share farfajiyar gidan da ban ruwan fulawowi shi yake musu wanki da guga. Ta gama tayi wanka tayi lunch, ta zauna jiran dawowarsu duk kadaici ya cika ta amma har aka kira yi sallar la'asar shiru sai da yamma likis tana falon kasa a cikin kicin taji Al-Ameen ya shigo da gudu yana kiran sunanta, ta tare shi tana mishi oyoyo. Bakinshi kamar zai tsage yake bata labarin Daddy ya saka shi a makaranta, tace wane daddy?? Yace daddy na nan gidan mana, yace sunan shi daddy ba Uncle ba. Ta kama haba, "kaji wani karfin hali., ko yaushe ya zama danshi??" ta shafa kanshi tace kace makaranta ya kaika? Ya gyada kai da sauri, "Ehh mommy. Ranar litinin zan fara zuwa" tayi mamaki, kuma tayi farin ciki sosai don dama abinda take tunani kenan, sai dai bata san ta inda zata fara bane. Ya coge a bakin kofar kicin din yana kallonsu ita da dan nata suna ta bashi sha'awa. A jikinta taji ana kallonta, don haka ta waiga a nutse ta kalli bakin kofar, ya soke hannuwa a aljihun jeans dinsa, idanunnan nashi farare tass suna kanta, ko data waigo ma har idanu suka hada amma sai ita ce ta janye nata, yace "makaranta na kai shi, ranar litinin zai fara zuwa. Ai kinsan Nurul-Huda to can ne, nasan kin san tsarin su tunda su Adamu ma a can suke" ta gyada kai kanta a kasa tana kokarin kaucewa hada idanu dashi don suna jefa ta ne a cikin wani yanayi da kasala mai yawa, tace an gode, amma da ka bari nima da ina shirin zan kai shi. Yace tunda na riga ki kaishi ai an wuce wajen koh? Ta sake gyada kai, "an gode!" ya dan saki murmushi mai sauti, "naaa don't mind! Al-Ameen kamar da ne a gareni.... Uniform din sa na dakin ki" ya juya ya tafi, ta bishi da ido zuciyarta na kwarzanta mata kirki irin na Modibbo, amma tana hana bakinta fada, musamman kalmarsa ta kusan karshe a gareta, ".... 'da ne gareni.....!" zuciyarta ta jima tana nanata maganar a cikin ranta, daga karshe ta watsar da komi ta cigaba da girkinta dan ta na mata surutun wajajen da suka je. Tana gama girkin ta warewa Modibbo nashi, ta kwashi sauran suka kule a daki ita da babynta.
Ranar litinin tunda asubahi bata koma barci ba, ta je ta hada breakfast ta kuma hadawa Al-Ameen lunch box wanda zai rike mai ciki sosai tasan idan ya tafi sai biyar zai dawo na yamma. Ta koma daki ta tashe shi yayi wanka, ta shirya shi tsaf cikin uniform din makaranta. Dogon wando ne trouser blue mai cizawa sosai, sai shirt grey, neck tie kalar wandon, bakin belt da takalmi sau ciki shima baki. Ta taje mishi tattausar sumar kanshi wadda ta kwanta lambam a wuyanshi, yayi kyau Masha Allah kamar ka sace shi ka gudu. Ta dube shi tun daga sama har kasa, komi ya hau perfectly, ta kara gyara mishi zaman name tag din shi a aljihun shirt dinshi, an rubuta Al-Ameen Muhammad Marwan.... Tayi murmushi tace u look muah baby! Dariya kawai ya mata. Ta zaunar dashi akan cinyarta tana bashi abinci a baki.
Karfe bakwai da rabi Modibbo ya bayyana a bakin kofar da yake yau bata rufe kofarta ba, hannunsa rike da brief case alamun yayi shirin tafiya ofis, yace "baby zo in sauke ka a school kafin a samo maka direban da zai dinga hidimar makarantar ka" ya warci school bag dinsa ya tafi yana cewa mommy sai na dawo! Ta mike tana dariyar dokin da yake tace gandoki kenan! Muje in maka rakiya toh!! Ta kamo hannunshi suka bi bayan Modibbo suna er hirarsu. Modibbo jin sa ya dinga yi kamar ya dora hannu aka yayi ta kwarara ihu saboda tsabar farin cikin daya cika mishi ciki, yau shine zai je wajen aiki cikin rakiyar Ameenah? Duk da cewa dai rakiyar was not meant for him, amma shi wannan abin alfahari ne a gare shi ba karami ba kuwa, don haka har ya shige mota ya tasheta annurin dake shimfide a fuskarsa ya gaza boyuwa sam. Ta bude gidan gaba Al-Ameen ya shiga, ta dora mishi jakarshi da lunch box akan cinya ta duka ta sumbaci goshinsa tace Allah ya tsare baby nah!, ayi karatu sosai fa, kuma ka ci abinci kaji good boy? Ya gyada mata kai yana mata murmushi, da hannuwanta biyu ta dinga musu bye-bye har suka tafi.
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Hausawa suka ce 'mai da wawa!' da wannan karin maganar Modibbo yayi amfani a matsayin makamin yakin yakar zuciyar Ameenah, tsawon sati biyu yana hidimar kai da dauko Al-Ameen daga makaranta har dai aka samar masa da direba, bai taba fita ya dawo hannunsa babu leda ko wani abu da zai ba Al-Ameen ba, haka a kowane dare su kan zauna a falo shi yake koyawa yaron duk wasu homeworks dinshi ya kuma wayar mishi da kai akan abinda bai gane ba. Idan kaji yanda yake maida kansa yaro yana biyewa Al-Ameen suna wasa abin sai ya matukar baka mamaki, cikin kankanin lokaci yaron yayi matukar sabawa da Modibbon kamar wanda suka shekara a tare. A hankali sai Ameenah ta fara cire shi daga layin mutane masu girman kai da baudadden hali data saka shi, ta maido shi layin mutanen kirki masu girman kai. A cewarta duk rashin fahimtar halin shi ne ya kawo haka, amma yanzu data fara fahimtar shi ta fara gane irin halayen shi.
Saboda shi Ameenah ta daina rufe kofa, don ko ta rufe sai Al-Ameen ya dameta akan ta bude shi dai hira zai je wajen daddyn shi, watarana ma idan ya tafi a can yake kwana. Tun dai tana mishi fada har ta gaji ta daina tunda ba ji yake yi ba, ta kawo na mujiya ta zuba musu.
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Yau ranar talata, yawancin ma'aikata da dalibai duk suna gida ne a dalilin public holiday da ake yi. Tun data shirya breakfast suka koma kan gado suka nade, bata farka ba sai wajen karfe goma na safe. Al-Ameen na zaune dangargar akan gadon da puzzle game a hannunsa yana kokarin hadawa. Ta ciccibe shi yana zillon ta sauke shi ya gama game din shi tayi kunnen uwar shegu dashi, wanka ta mishi ta nado shi a babban tawul ta dire shi akan gado sannan itama ta shiga wankan. Ba wani jimawa ta fito daure da tawul pink mai matsakaicin tsayi tunda bai sauka har gwiwarta ba, ta janyo jakar kwalliyar Al-Ameen ta nufo shi, hankalinsa na kan game dinshi, ta zauna a gefen gadon tana kokarin tsiyaya mai a tafin hannunta, tace come on baby, zo a shafa mai. Ya kallota cikin shagwabe fuska, "mommy don Allah ni dai ki bari in gama game dina, please kinji??" tace to ai ban hana ka game ba ko? Cewa nayi kawai kazo in shirya ka. Ta fada tana kokarin janyo shi, kafin ta ankare ya dira ta daya gefen rike da game din ya nufi kofa da gudu, ta dafe kai "da alamun shiririta ce akan Al-Ameen yau" ta fada a hankali. Tashi tayi tabi bayanshi da dan gudunta tana kwala mishi kira, dakin Modibbo ya fada, bata yi wata wata ba ta rufa mishi baya itama.
Yana tsaye a gaban mirror daure da towel, shima fitowarsa daga wanka kenan ya tsaya yana karewa kansa kallo ta cikin dogon yaro, ya dan fada kadan. Yana ta sake-saken yadda zai bullowa lamarinsa da Ameenah don a gaskiya hakurinsa ya kusa karewa, a matukar takure yake. A daren jiya kaf bai samu yayi barci mai kyau ba, yana ta kokarin nemawa kansa mafitar data dace dashi don zaman nan da suke yi da Ameenah baya jin zai iya jurewa su ci gaba da yin irin shi.
Yana cikin wannan halin yaji an banko kofar dakinshi an shigo da gudu ana kiran daddy!! Cikin sauri ya juya, Al-Ameen ne, ya labe a bayansa ya cukuikuye shi, sai gata itama ta shigo da dan gudunta, idanunta a rufe ta nufe shi tana magana, "ka zo in shirya ka Al-Ameen sai ka hau guje-guje? Ni nace zan hana ka yin game din ka ne...???"
Modibbo kam mutuwar tsaye yayi ya kura mata ido, rabin gashinta data jika ya zubar mata a kirji da gadon baya yana digar da ruwa, ga santala-santalan kafafunta masu tafiyar da hankali da suke lullube da wasu bakaken gassu suma har yanzu da sauran lema a jikinsu, ya sauke kallonsa akan jajayen tausasan lebbanta tana wa Al-Ameen magana, ya kai harshe ya laso siraran bakaken lebbansa yana jin wani irin yanayi yana ratsa shi, "tsuntsu daga sama gasasshe!!" ya fadi hakan a can kasar zuciyarsa.
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Dariyar Al-Ameen ce ta dawo dashi hayyacinsa, ya maida dubansa gare su. Yaron ya mayar da abin wasa, idan Ameenah ta biyo shi nan sai yayi can, daga karshe dai ya mata wayo ya sille ya bar dakin ta daga kafa zata bishi, Modibbo ya saka mata kafa, ta tafi lauu zata fadi.... Cikin saddakarwa ta runtse idanunta tana sakin er kara kadan, sai ji tayi caraf! Hannu ya ratsa ta tsakanin kirjinta an rike mata towel, ta tsaya cikk!! Ita bata kai kasa ba, kuma ba a tsaye take ba. Wani electric shock ya dinga ratsa ta a daidai shacin kirjinta inda yatsun shi uku suka ratsa, ya zuba mata mayatattun idanunshi masu cike da tarin sonta da sha'awarta matsananciya. Sakonnin dake fitowa daga karkashin zuciyar shi suna biyowa ta cikin idanunsa suna ratsawa ta nata idanun masu girma ne, nauyinsu yafi karfin er juriyar data rage a cikin zuciyarta, kafafunta ne suka shiga rawa cikin nuna gajiyawa da yanayin tsayuwar data yi, ta fara tafiya luuuu cikin sagewar kafafu, yayi azamar janyo ta da karfi ta fada cikin faffadan kirjinsa, yasa hannuwanshi duka biyun ya rungumeta tsantsam, ya nutsa kanshi cikin gashinta daya ratso ta gefen wuyanta yana shakar daddadan kamshin shampoo data yi amfani dashi ta wanke gashin. Zazzafan hucin nasa ya dinga ratsawa ta cikin gashinta yana riskar fatar wuyanta, yana huda duk wasu hudoji da kofofin jikinta yana aikawa gangar jikinta da kwakwalwarta wasu irin sakonni masu wuyar kwatantawa. Ta fara zame jikinta daga nashi a hankali idanunta a lumshe, hakan yasa ya dan sassauta rikon daya mata ta dago fuskarta yana kare mata kallo, tsawon wasu mintuna ya kira sunanta cikin wata murya data saka ta doubting Anya Abdul-Rasheed ne kuwa?? Ta bude idanunta a hankali ta sauke su a fuskar shi amma ba cikin idanunshi ba, yace "you are beautiful Ameenah! Komi naki mai kyau ne.., idanunki... Hancinki.... Girarki... Kuncin ki... Bakin ki...." yana yi yana sumbatar duk inda ya fada, ya kalli tsakiyar idanunta ya kara narkar da muryar shi yace "n I fancy your mouth most..." ya kai mata wani deep kiss a bakin wanda ya kusa shidar da ita, cikin yanayi na fita hayyaci ta kankame hannayenta da zuciyarta ke azalzalarsu dasu rungume Modibbon yadda zai ji dadin sumbatar ta da kyau. Ya fara manna fatar bakinsa a wuya, kafada, zuwa saman kirjinta idanunsa a lumshe. Yayin da aka fara maida bayanai tsakanin gangar jiki da zuciyoyin Ameenah, gangar jikin na matukar son abinda Modibbon yake mata, zuciyar tana so sai dai wata zuciyar ce dai take kushe hakan, take hana mata jin dadin abubuwan da yake mata, tana ce mata wai "wanin Marwan ne fa!" daya zuciyar tace "ko ma Uban Marwan ne, desire have no boundaries, idan ka samu dama kawai ka kawar da ita at the immediate moment...." sai suka saka Ameenah cikin rudani da canki-cankar wanne zata bi, wanne zata kyale??
Hannunshi yasa yana kokarin balle dan tawul din nata, ta saka hannunta tayi saurin dafe nashi. Ya dago idanunshi da suka canza launi daga farare tas-tas zuwa reddish brown, ya saka idanun cikin nata yana watsa mata wani hargitsattsen kallo, sai ta maida nata idanun ta kulle gam saboda ta fahimci ma'anar kallon; he needs ha, very badly.
Cikin murya mai kama data mashayan da suka gama buguwa yace "Ameenah! Don't you need me??" ta dan dago da saurinta tana kallonshi, idanunsa na kanta har zuwa lokacin, sai tayi azamar dauke nata. Yace "idan ke baki yi ni ina yi Ameenah, baki ga kokarina ba? Watanni fiye da uku na zuba miki ido kawai ina kallo, kin san irin wuyar da nake sha kuwa wajen kokarin dauke kaina daga gare ki?? Naji baki so na..., amma don Allah kar ki hana ni morar kadan daga cikin baiwarwakin da Allah ya miki, ni fa mutum ne ba dutse ba Ameenah...." bai bata damar magana ba ya kamo lebbanta da bakinshi yana tsotsa, a lokaci guda kuma ya saki towel dinta yayi kasa, ya hada ta da faffadan kirjinshi wanda gashi yayi wa kawanya sauran damshin jikinsu ya hadu ya haifar musu da wani irin tashin tsigar jiki, wato wata irin salo yake caressing fatar bayanta. Akwai wani magic dake tattare da hannunshi dama shafar da yake mata gabadaya, ko waye tayi imanin baka isa kayi resisting tarkon shafar nan mai batar da hankali ba, don haka ba tare da kara wata shawara ba gangar jikin Ameenah ta sallamawa Modibbo kanta, tabi bayanshi suka lula duniyar Sama-Jannati.......
Sai da suka gama samarwa kansu nutsuwa reality strucks Ameenah, wani bakin takaici marar misali ya ziyarci Ameenah, ta rushe da kuka wanda ke bayyana zallan bakin cikin da take ciki. Yana kwance a gefenta idanunshi a lumshe, har zuwa lokacin bai gama regaining consciousness nasa ba, sai daya ji an kira sallar azuhur sannan ya mika hannu kasan gado ya lalubi towel din shi da yayi fatali dashi dazu ya daura, ya kai dubanshi ga Ameenah, ta gaji da kukan har barci ya dauketa, bargo ya ja ya rufa mata. Toilet ya fada ya kimtsa jikinshi ya fito, a dakin yayi sallah don tuni masallaci an sallame, ya fito ya leka dakinta Al-Ameen na kwance shima yana ta kwasar barci, sai ya sauka kasa. Abincin kari data hada na kan dinning a bude, ba mamaki Al-Ameen ya ci kuma bai rufe ba, ya tattara komi ya kai kicin ya hada sassaukan abinci wanda zai mata dadi a baki, ya gama ya hada komi a kan babban tray ya hau sama. Tashinta daga barci kenan tana tsaye gaban gado daure da dan tawul dinta, idanunta sun dan tasa kuma sun danyi ja saboda kukan da tasha kafin tayi barci. Ya maida kofar dakin ya kulle ya saka keys din cikin aljihun rigar sa, bandaki ya shiga bayan ya ajiye tray din hannunsa ya hada mata ruwan wanka, ya fito ya kamo hannunta ya kaita har cikin bandakin sannan ya fita, dakinta ya koma ya dauko mata jallabiya ta mata baka da hijabi da underwears ya kawo mata, lokacin ta fito wanka ta amsa ta saka ba tare data kalleshi ba ta tada sallah. Ya sake komawa dakinta ya dauko hand dryer dasu mayukan gashi ya dawo dakin. Tana gamawa yaja hannunta ya zaunar da ita akan stool, ya jona dryer a socket ya fara kafar mata da gashin yana yi yana tajewa yana shafa mai, daya gama ya dauko mayuka ya shafe mata kai yasa comb ya taje ya kawo tafkeken band ya tamke mata gashin, mamakinsa kawai daya cika ta sai ta kasa magana, tana dai tambayar kanta a inda ya koyi gyaran gashi haka.
Daya gama wannan sai yaje ya dauko abincin daya hada ya kawo mata har gabanta ya ajiye, yace ci abinci Ameenah nasan babu abinda ya shiga cikin ki yau" wannan kulawa da yake nuna mata sai ta saka jikinta yayi sanyi, ta tsinci kanta cikin wani irin bakon yanayi data kasa tantance ko meye ne, da kansa ya dinga bata abincin a baki har ta koshi, sannan ne fa shima ya fara cin abincin cikin nuna rashin sassauci alamun yunwa yake ji sosai. Wani irin tausayin sa ne yayi mata kawanya a zuciya, bata tantance Ba sai gata tana xubda hawaye, hankali tashe ya dakata da cin abincin da yake yi yace Ameenah lafiya? Cikin murya irin ta wanda ke son rushewa da kuka tace ni dai ka bude ni in fita.... Yace matsalar kenan? Ta gyada kai, yace it's okay daina kukan. Ya mika mata keys din ta amsa da sauri ta tashi ta bude kofar ta fita.
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Kan gado taje ta kwanta a bayan Al-Ameen dake barci, ba wai don tana jin barcin ba sai don tana so tayi refreshing din kwalwarta ta kuma bata damar yin naxari. Ta lumshe idanunta tana tuno moments din dazu, idan ba kunnenta ne ya jiyo mata ba daidai ba kamar taji Modibbo yana ce mata yana son ta, yana kuma rokonta akan itama ta so shi, ta kasa gaskanta maganar, tafi dangana hakan da sambatu kawai. Sai dai me yasa ta kasa tunanin maganganun Modibbo a gareta? Haka ta cigaba da tunanika har babynta ya tashi, ta mike da niyar samo mishi abinci.
Yinin ranar da tunanin maganganun Modibbo ta yini, are the words genuine? Ko kuwa dai kawai sambatun ne kamar yanda take zargi?? Ranar har a cikin barcinta mafarkin Modibbo da maganganunsa ta dinga yi, wannan lamari ya matukar daure mata kai. Da safe ta gama shirya Al-Ameen, tana zaune akan resting chair dake cikin bedroom dinta shi kuma dan nata na gefenta yana bitar karatunshi, ta zabga uban tagumi da hannuwa bibbiyu cikin yanayin rashin cikakken sukuni, da taji alamun taba kofa sai tayi saurin kai dubanta ga kofar. Cikin wannan halin ne ya bayyana tsaye a bakin kofar, cikin shiga ta wata danyar shadda ruwan jinin kare, ya dora hular nan kamar don shi aka yi ta yanda ta zauna mishi das a goshi. Ameenah ta tsinci kanta cikin faduwar gaba, ta kuma samu kanta da kura mishi idanu kurr kamar mai son gano wani abu a jikinsa. Al-Ameen ya tafi da gudu ya rungume shi yana gaida shi, shi kuma ya dauke shi ya rike a hannu yana mishi en wasanni, wannan so da yake nunawa Al-Ameen shi yake kara tsuma zuciyar Ameenah. Ya kalleta yana dan murmushi, tayi saurin sadda kanta kasa, yace madam ina kwana?? Ba yau Modibbo ya fara gaida ta ba, amma irin kunyar da taji yau bata kadan bace, cikin rawar murya tace "eyhh?? Ina kwan....na..!" ya dubeta da dan mamaki, sai kuma yayi dan murmushi suka fita daga dakin shi da Al-Ameen. Tayi kokari ta dauki jakar Al-Ameen da lunch box dinshi tabi bayansu har gaban mota, bayan sun gama sallama da danta ya shiga mota da yake direban shi bashi da lafiya, sai ta duka tace "Allah ya kiyaye hanya!" Ba da Al-Ameen tayi maganar ba yau, dashi take. Yayi sararo yana binta da kallon mamaki mai kama dana tsoro, tambayar kanshi yake anya Ameenah ce kuwa? To abu ne wanda bai taba kuskuren fita daga cikin bakinta ba a tarihin zamansu. Yayi ta maza ya amsa da "Allah yasa" yaja motar suka tafi. Tana nan har suka fita tana kallonsu, ita kam ba karamin jin haushin kanta tayi ba da wannan katobarar da tayi, me ke damunta ne? Zuciyarta ta fara kawo mata abubuwa da dalilai iri-iri, ta dinga girgiza kai, "no Ameenah! Not so soon, please u can't fall in love again....!".
Duk yadda taso ta kaucewa tunanin Modibbo a wannan yinin abin yaci tura, komi take yi yana nan makale a zuciyarta, hotunan different events dinsu dashi ya dinga dawowa a idanunta. Ameenah fa ta susuce, kafin lokacin dawowarshi yayi ta gama galabaita, shi kadai take son gani. Lokacin data ji karan motarshi na shigowa gidan sai ganinta tayi a bakin windon ta tana lekensu kawai, suka fito daga motar, hannunshi na cikin na Al-Ameen dayan kuma ya riko jakar Al-Ameen din suka shigo falo suna ta hirarsu. Murmushinsa ya saukarwa jikinta wata irin kasala, ta koma bakin gado ta zauna dabas cikin rashin kwarin jiki. Yau ko fita tarar Al-Ameen din bata yi ba don bata da kuzarin tashi sam. Dare yayi suka kwanta barci amma atafau barci yace bai taba sanin idanun Ameenah ba, ta dinga birgima akan gadon tana juyi, abin mamaki fuskar Modibbo kawai take mata gizo a dakin, murmushin sa, dariyarsa, kirkinsa, kai komi nashi taji yana burgeta.....
Ga dai sheda a bayyane mai nuna cewa ta fada tarkon so, amma da gangan taki yardan ma ranta hakan, a ganinta babu space a zuciyarta na wannan abun yanzu.
Kwanaki suka cigaba da turzawa Ameenah ta cigaba da nutsewa cikin kogon son Abdul-Rasheed, a wadannan lokutan shi kansa ya lura da canzawar da tayi sai dai bai taba kawowa ransa wai so bane don ya riga ya gama fidda kanshi daga cikin masu wannan sa'ar.
Yau da dare har ta kwanta barci ta tuna Al-Ameen baya dakin, ta diro daga gadon ta dauki dogon hijabi ta zura ta tafi dakin Modibbo tasan yana can, sai tayi amfani da wannan damar taga wannan kamilalliyar muryar ta Modibbon, wadda ta hana ta samun lokacin kanta a yinin yau. Tun yau bata saka shi cikin kwayar idanunta ba, don haka a matukar dokance ta tura kai dakin zuciyarta cike da burin dora ido akan fuskar tashi.
Al-Ameen na kwance akan gadon shi yana barci kamar yadda ta zata, shi kuma yana tsaye ya juyawa kofa baya yana tsane sumar kanshi da dan karamin towel daga shi sai dan karamin towel a kugun shi. Ta daga idanunta a nutse tana kara kallon Surah da Suffa irin ta manyan maza masu kirar sadaukai. Bayan shi take karewa kallo cikin tsananin dukan zuciya, bayan kyawun hali da kyawun fuska na Modibbo ashe akwai wani boyayyen kyawun a tattare dashi wanda bata sani ba sai a yau dinnan da take kallonshi in his real Image?! Komi ake nema a wajen cikakkun maza da suka amsa sunan Isassun Mazaje to Modibbo ya tara fiye da nasu ya kuma zarta su, irin halittar su halitta ce mai wuyar samu, irin halittar da kowacce 'ya mace da tasan ciwon kanta za tayi fatan samu, ta kuma ji matukar haushi idan ta rasa irinsu. A yau ta daina karyata kanta akan son Modibbo, tana dai kokarin kare kanta ne game da yadda aka yi ta fada tarkon sonsa. Abdul-Rasheed namiji ne mai kyawun halaye da kyawun suffa, ta kowace fuska bashi da wata nakasa, bugu da kari yana sonta, tana hango matsanancin sonta a kwayar idanunsa duk da bai fada mata ba. Halayensa abin so ne, kuma ko kaki Allah ba zaka kushe shi ba don bashi da abin kushewar, ta kowanne fanni dai ya hadu dari bisa dari. Ita zuciya an halicce ta ne da son mai kyautata mata, Modibbo yana kyautata mata matuka, tunda tazo gidan bata ga rashin kyautawa daga gare shi ba daidai da kwayar zarra, kenan bata da laifi, kuma bata yi laifi ba idan taso MODIBBO-ABDULRASHEED a BAYAN RAN MARWAN????!.......
Sai ta samu kanta da juyawa ba tare data dauki Al-Ameen ba, ba kuma tare da tayi magana ba. Ta koma daki ta kwanta akan gado, ta yarda son Modibbo take, amma ta yaya zata sanar dashi halin da zuciyarta ke ciki game dashi a matsayinta na 'ya Mace? Me zata yi da zai karkato da hankalin Modibbo gareta???!
*Ameenah fa ta shiga cikin cakudaddiyar kura, tana bukatar shawarar ku. Lol.... Godiya da jinjinar ban girma ga masu kokarin bibiyar littafin ba gajiya, ina alfahari daku a duk inda kuke, ina kuma godiya bisa dimbin kaunar da kuke nuna mun... I love you all* 馃槏馃槝
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Kwana daya, biyu suka wuce cikin nazari da tursasawa zuciya son neman mafita. Cikin wannan halin ya tafi wata seminar Abuja ta kwana biyar, daga sama kawai yaji maganar don sai a ranar tafiyar da safe aka bugo waya aka gaya mishi, ba tare da wani bata lokaci ba ya shiga shirin tafiya, ko babu komi yana son yin nesa da Ameenah na dan lokaci, yana so ya gaskata abinda ya fara hangowa a cikin kwayar idanunta, idan hakan ya zama gaskiya ya tabbata zai zama bashi da sauran wata damuwa a cikin ransa.
Ameenah sai tashi tayi daga barci da safe taci karo da takardar daya rubuta mata cewa yayi tafiyar sati daya zuwa Abuja. Modibbo daya san a ranar Ameenah tayi shirin confessing soyayyarta gareshi na tabbata da ba zai tafi ko nan da can ba. Da bakin ciki ya tokareta a makoshi ta rasa yadda zata yi, sai kawai ta dukunkune takardar ta jefa a baki ta taune, ta zauna dabas akan kujerar dinning inda anan ne ta samu takardar, ta nutsa duka hannayenta a cikin gashinta, yanayinta na nuna nan da kowane lokaci zata iya kwalla ihu mai karfi. Ta share wasu kyawawan mintuna ashirin a wajen, da kyar ta iya jan kafafunta ta isa ga fridge ta bude ta dauko gorar Mountain Dew ta bude ta kurba, sanyin lemun da dan gas da tsamin shi suka ratsa makoshinta zuwa cikinta, ta lumshe idanu a hankali tare da furta "Mashaa Allah!" sai data tashi lemun tas tayi jifa da goran, ta haura sama ta fara aikace-aikace zuciyarta na gaya mata ba zata zama sakara, kuma sukuku ta dalilin Abdul-Rasheed ba, sai dai duk kuri ne kawai take yi don kuwa komi take yi tunaninsa na nan makale da ita, duk yadda tayi don ta yakice shi abin yaci tura.
Data ga kadaici yana neman ya dameta sai ta dauki wayarta ta kunna data connection, rabonta da social medias har ta manta sai yau. Messages suka yi ta shigowa ta e-mail dinta da facebook daga mutane da dama wadanda ta sani suna taya ta murnar auren data yi, sai ta samu kanta da binsu tana karantawa daya bayan daya tana murmushi, tana jin farin ciki marar misaltuwa yana ratsa mata har cikin kokon kanta. Anan ta yini akan waya tana ta shiririta, ta shiga nan site din ta fita ta koma wancan har babynta ya dawo daga makaranta, shima yayi ta mata mitar ina daddyn shi ya tafi yayi kewar shi ta dai samu ta taushe shi kan cewa zai dawo kwanan nan, amma duk da haka da an dan jima sai yace Mummy ina daddy ya tafi? Mummy yaushe zai dawo? Mommy ki kira min shi a waya mu gaisa... Tun tana iya amsa shi har ta gaji ta daina.
Kwana biyu suka zo suka wuce mata cikin tsananin kewar Modibbo, kewa irin wadda bata taba jin kwatankwacinta ga kowace irin halitta ba. Har mamakin kanta take yi, bata taba zaton cewa zata so wani mutum ba, so irin wanda take yiwa Modibbo a bayan ran Marwan. Ba zata ce bata dandani irin sa ba a soyayyarta ta baya ba, amma zata iya cewa bata dandani rabin azabar da take dandana a yanzu ba.
Da yamma ta gama hada musu abinci sai ta hau sama dashi, tun kafin ta karasa take jiyo muryar Al-Ameen yana hira sama-sama, ta danyi murmushi tana girgiza kai. Ta land-line din dake falon yake amsa wayar, ya dago ya kalleta yace "Mummy daddy ne ya kira ni, yace he misses me alot" ta dan tsaya tana kallonshi, sai kuma tayi murmushi tace da gaske? Ta fada tana wucewa kan karamin dinning ta ajiye kayan hannunta. Ta bangaren sa kuwa gabadaya ji yayi yana shirin dauke numfashi saboda muryarta daya jiyo ta cikin wayar, ya lumshe idanunsa cike da wani irin shauki yana sauke ajiyar zuciya da sauri, gani yake babu wanda zai iya yin namijin kokarin da yayi. Kwana biyun nan da yayi jinsu yake kamar shekaru biyune, yana son Ameenah, yana kuma kewarta, sai dai yana son ya koyawa Ameenah son shi ne ta karfi da yaji, so yake ta zama tashi har abada, don haka zai jure komi don ganin burinsa ya cika....
Muryar Al-Ameen ta ratsa dodon kunnenshi, yayi saurin dawowa hayyacinsa ya amsa a hankali "yes baby... Let's hang up now, zan kira ka gobe da yamma war haka in shaa Allah kaji?" ya katse wayar ba tare da yaji ta bakinshi ba, Al-Ameen ya kalli telephone din yana tabe baki, tace yah dai baby? Ya kara tabe baki daddy ne ya katse wayar bamu yi sallama ba. Ta matso ta zauna gefenshi, tace yi hakuri kaji? Kila yana da abun da yake so yayi ne urgently kaji baby na? Ya gyada kai, "ai yace zai kira ni gobe wai" tayi saurin cewa da yaushe? Yace wai cewa yayi kamar yanzu. Tayi murmushi ta rungumoshi jikinta ta nutsa hannunta a tattausar sumar kanshi tana shafawa, tace it's okay baby, ka daina frowning fuskan ka kaji? Zai kira ka OK?? Ya gyada kai, ta kara murmusawa "good boy, zo muje muyi alwala an kusa kiran sallah" suka mike a tare suka tafi daki don dauro alwala.
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Ranar kuwa tun da yamma tayi ta kasa ta kasa ta tsare a falon taki matsawa ko nan da can, tana daidaitar lokacin daya kira jiya ta samu tayi dabara ta tura Al-Ameen bayan gida yayi wasa, shi tuni ma ya manta da zancen daddy yace zai kira shi. Bai jima da fita ba kuwa land-line ya shiga kara, ta zabura ta isa ga wayar a sukwane jikinta har wani mazari yake, sai data daidaita sautin muryarta kafin ta daga wayar a nutse ba tare data yi magana ba, "Hello baby Al-Ameen" ya fada cikin tsararriyar muryarsa mai cike da ginshira wadda take fita tar-tar tamkar ansa abin tace murya an tace ta. Ta kasa magana saboda yadda muryarsa ta ratsa ta tana kassara mata gabbai, shirun yaji yayi yawa ya sake cewa "Al-Ameen?? R u there?" duk yadda taso ta daure abin ya gagara, hakan nan ta samu kanta cikin rawar murya, "ba... ba Al-Ameen din ban.... ne....!!" ya runtse idanu da karfi yana jin wasu irin particles na mishi yawo a cikin jinin jiki, ya samu ya cije ya aro dauriya ya yafa a birnin zuciyarsa, sai dai sautin muryarshi ya canza zuwa muryar wani da matsananciyar kewa da so ke azabtar dashi sosai, yace "ohhh, ina Al-Ameen din yake?" yanayin yadda ya canza muryarshi ya saukar mata da natsuwa a cikin zuciyarta, tace yana bayan gida yana wasa. Yace "OK, idan ya dawo kya gaishe shi, m hanging up!" tayi saurin cewa ba ce... Ya dakata da kokarin kashe wayar da yake yi yace ina sauraronki. Sai data turza ta cije har da su runtsa idanu ta samu ta warto maganar da kyar ta furta, tace "yaushe zaka dawo ne??" cikin nuna halin ko in kula da kalaman nata, amma fa a can kasan zuciyar shi kamar farar takarda don a ganinshi ta fara damuwa dashi ne, zargin da yake yi kan cewa kila tana son shi zai tabbata, yace kin damu da in dawo ne?? Tayi saurin dawowa cikin hayyacinta, ta dauko in-ina tana son gyara katobarar da tayi, tace "a... a'ah... ko kadan... Akan me ma zanyi kewar ka.., kawai.. Kawai dama ina son zan fita ne... kuma baka nan". Ya saki murmushi mai sauti yace "it's okay Ameenah, na fahimce ki. In shaa Allahu zan dawo very soon, a gaida Al-Ameen!" ya kashe wayar yana murmushi. Tayi tsaye a gaban desk da wayar a hannunta tana jujjuyawa zuciyarta cike da takaicin maganar da tayi da maganganun daya gaya mata.
Washegari take ji a bakin Al-Ameen wai yace gobe zai dawo, da gaske ta tsinci kanta cikin farin ciki marar misaltuwa. Washegari data kama juma'ah tana dawowa daga raka Al-Ameen ta shiga gyaran falo tun daga sama har kasa, har tsarin falon ta canza. Ta shiga dakin shi zata gyara, sai taga kamar wuce gona da irin zai yi yawa, sai kawai ta basar ta sauka kasa ta shiga kicin. Abincin gabashin en kasar India ta fara preparing sai dai kayan kawai ta tanada ta ajiye da niyar sai ya dawo zata dafa yanda zai ci shi da dumin sa.
Tunda taga an kira sallar la'asar bai karaso ba tace kila shigowar dare zai yi ko kuma ta yamma, tayi wanka ta fito tayi shafe-shafe a jikinta sosai na mayuka iri-iri da body sprays har da humra duk inda ta gitta sai ta bar kamshi, amma fuskar ba komi sai hoda data murtsika ta shafa lip gloss mai kyalli don bata son ta zake da yawa ne. Ta tsaya a gaban wardrobe tana karewa clothes dinta kallo, idanunta ya sauka akan wata atampa mai kama da Kampala orange mai ratsin purple dinkin bubu, ta janyo ta saka. Sosai rigar ta fito da shape dinta ta fito kamar wata er tsana, dan kwalin yafa shi tayi kawai don bata cika shiri da dankwali ba. Ta koma falon sama ta kame tana latsa waya sai baza kamshi take yi kamar wata first lady. Al-Ameen ya dawo daga school da yake karfe hudu suke dawowa ranar juma'ah, ta tare shi kamar yadda ta saba tana mishi oyoyo, ta mishi wanka yaci abinci suka zauna tana mishi bitar karatun da take koya mishi a gida.
Karfe biyar da en mintuna suka ji karar horn din mota, Al-Ameen ya tafi bakin taga yana leke. Tsalle yayi ya saka ihu, ko ta kanta bai bi ba ya sauka kasa da gudu yana ihun ga daddy! Ameenah taji ta wani irin tsamo-tsamo kamar wadda aka jefa cikin ruwa, taji kamar ta falla da gudu itama taje ta tare shi, sai dai ba zata iya hakan ba, sai taje bakin window tana lekensu, ya durkusa rungume da Al-Ameen suna dariya cike da dokin ganin juna. A jikinshi yaji kamar ana kallonshi, cikin dabara ya dago kanshi sama inda take aikuwa suka hada idanu, cikin wani irin zafin nama ta maida bayanta ta jingina da bargon dakin jikinta na rawa, zuciyarta na addu'ar Allah yasa bai ganta ba. Murmushi ya saki a tausashe yaja hannun Al-Ameen suka shiga falon yayin da maigadi ya biyo shi da kaya. Tun daga tsarin falon da yadda yake fitar da kamshi mai dadi ya gamsu da yadda ake dokin dawowar shi, zuciyar shi ta kara wankewa tayi tass, hai yake ya kalli kwayar idanunta yaga shin meye gaskiyar abinda yaji a muryarta ranar nan, shin da gaske itama tana kewar shi??
Tana zaune akan kujerar falon suka shigo shi da dan nashi, tun shigowar su taji gabanta na mugun faduwa, ta kasa daga ido ta kalli inda yake duk da cewa abinda zuciyarta ke muradi kenan, gani take kamar idan yaga fuskarta ma kawai ba idanunta ba zai iya hango matsananciyar kewar shi take dankare a cikin zuciyarta, ta kuma kasa boyuwa akan kyakkyawar fuskar ta. Har ya zauna akan kujerar dake fuskantar ta Al-Ameen ya dare kan cinyarshi yana mishi surutai amma hankali da idanun shi na kanta. Yafi minti biyar a zaune a gun amma bashi da alamun yi mata magana, da kyar ta iya daurewa ta dago ta kalleshi a kaikaice, tace "sannu da zuwa!"
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Ba karamar dauriya yayi ba wajen danne zuciyarshi dake azalzalarshi daya tashi tsaye ya kwarara ihun farin ciki ba, yaja fuska sosai ya amsa da mun same ku lafiya? Taji wani dummm a tsakiyar kanta, me ke faruwa da expression din fuskar shine?? Bai ji dadin tarbar data mishi bane ko kuma bai yi kewar ta bane? Kunya ta kamata kamar ta nutse a kasa, bai san ta yaya ta lalubo courage din data mishi magana dashi bane hala?? Sai ta tashi ta sauka kasa, ya bita da kallo yana murmushi har ta sauka. Shima tashi yayi ya fada dakinsa, ba wata kura da yayi don haka ya ajiye brief case dinshi akan gado ya fada bayi don watsa ruwa. Ba a fi mintuna ashirin ba yaji gidan ya kaure da masifaffen kamshin girki, ya dinga doka murmushi yana jin kansa kamar wanda ke yawo a sararin samaniya don farin ciki, ashe dai ana murna da dawowar shi? Kafin ya gama abinda zai yi har ta shirya komi akan dinning, Al-Ameen ta tura ya kira shi. Dama yunwa tun dazu take nanikarshi, ya kama hannun Al-Ameen suka sauka kasan. Tana zaune akan kujera ya wuce ta ya hau kan dining, ta taso taje da kanta tayi serving dinshi. Ya lumshe idanunshi ya jingina kanshi da kujerar dinning din kamshin da take fitarwa yana kara tsuma mishi zuciya, sai data gama itama taja kujera ta zauna, sannan ya bude idanunshi da suka canza launi yaja plate din gabanshi ya fara cin abinci. Dadin abincin ya ratsa shi har kunnuwanshi na motsi, sai dai ya basar ya dinga tura abincin kamar wanda ake tursasawa, yayin data zuba mishi ido tana jiran comment dinshi kamar yanda ya saba a kwanakin baya, yana kai lomar farko zai lumshe idanu yace Umhhh.. Yummy. Wani lokacin har thumb up yake mata da hannu. Sai dai yau ko tari bata ji yayi ba, ta dauki cokali ta dandana abincin wai taji ko bai yi dadi bane, taji kamar ma bata taba yin abinci mai dadin wannan ba a rayuwarta, sai jikinta ya kara yin sanyi, ita kam ta shiga ukunta, kar dai Modibbo ya daina sonta?. Haka tayi ta tunane-tunane ta kasa cin abincin har ya gama ya tashi ya haura sama ya barta anan. Da dare tana kwance a dandaryar kafet din dakinta tana latsa waya Al-Ameen ya shigo dakin da gudu hannuwanshi rankatakaf da kayan makulashe dana wasa tsaraba inji dadyn shi, ta tashi zaune tana duba kayan ranta kal, ko banza Modibbo yana son Al-Ameen sosai, tana da tabbacin hakan ne yake kara mata ganin kimar shi a idanunta sosai.
Washegari ma haka ta tashi tun da asubahi ta shirya mishi hadadden abin kari, ya share waje kamar jiya yaci iya cin sa ya mike babu godi bare na gode, da zai fita yace Al-Ameen yazo ya ajiye shi a makaranta tunda direban shi bai zo ba, ta dauki jakar Al-Ameen din ta raka su har bakin mota, bakinta dauke da addu'ar Allah ya kiyaye hanya, amma bawan Allahn nan haka ya tayar da motar ya tafi ko kallonta bai yi ba, Ameenah fa ta tsorace, jiki a matukar sanyaye ta koma cikin gida. Da yake ranar asabar ce tana da tabbacin ba zai jima ba zai dawo, tayi kwalliya mai daukar hankali wadda take zaton zata dauki hankalinshi ta zauna zaman jiran shi, sai dai har aka kira azuhur bai shigo gidan ba, Allah ya taimaka ma bata 6ata lokacinta wajen shirya mishi abinci ba. Bata gaji ba ta sake cancada wata kwalliyar cikin Pakistan riga da wando, rigar mai karamin hannu ce kuma ta kama ta tsam kirjinnan kamar zai tsaga rigar, wandon Kanshi ya matse mata kafafu, gashin kanta ta taje shi ya kwanta lambam har gadon bayanta, ta zauna a falon kasa tana canza channels sai tashin wani hargitsattsen kamshi take. Bai shigo gidan ba sai wajen karfe hudu na yamma, tana falon dai ta kasa ta tsare tana jiran dawowarshi, idanunta na kan TV a tashar Zee Music suna hasko wakar Bezubaan, ya jima sosai tsaye a kanta yana kallonta, tayi nisa kwarai da kallon da take yi ko motsin sa bata ji ba. Tayi mishi kyau sosai kamar ya lashe ta don kyau. Dago idanun nan nata da zata yi taci karo da nashi idanun a kanta, ta saki wani kayataccen murmushi tana kokarin kara nutsa idanunta cikin nashi yayin da yake ta kokarin kawar da nashi daga gare ta, cikin sanyin murya data gama narkewa cikin kissa tace sannu da zuwa!! Ta mike ta iso gabanshi ta karbi ledojin daya shigo dasu ta nufi kicin cikin taku mai daukar hankali, ya bita da kallo wani irin yanayi na ratsa shi. Kifi ne ya kawo Titus sai fruits. Ta wanke kifin tas ta dora a wuta zata yi farfesu, fruits din kuma ta wanke ta hada fruit salad ta dauki plate din data dora su ta haura sama, a dakinshi ta same shi yayi rub da ciki akan gado idanunshi a lumshe, ta danyi knocking, ya daga idanunshi wadanda suke cike da gajiya ya sauke su a kanta, ta danyi murmushi tana jan karamin table ta aje plate din hannunta tace gajiya ko?? In hada maka ruwan wanka ne? Ya girgiza kai a hankali, ta dan gimtse fuskar gwasaleta din da yayi, tace "toh ga fruits na hada maka, ka tashi kaci".
Ya dan yatsina fuska, "Anya? M very tired wallahi bana jin zan iya cin komi yanzu, kema I'll like it if u can excuse me plss, I want to have a rest!" ta zuba mishi idanu cikin mamaki, firgici, da tsoro. Yau ita da kanta Modibbo ke kora daga dakinshi? Me tayi mishi ne da zafi haka?? Ta mike babu gardama jiki a matukar sanyaye ta fita, ya bita da ido yana dan murmushi, "haka zanyi ta jurewa Ameenah, har zuwa lokacin da zaki sauke girman kanki da miskilancin ki bude baki ki furta kina sona yanzu!!" ya sauka daga kan gadon ya dira akan fruits din ya fara cin yana lumshe idanu. Ita kam takaici ne ya makureta sosai, wulakancin da Modibbo yake mata ya fara isarta, ko laifi ta mishi ai bai kamata ya dinga punishing dinta ta wannan hanyar ba, sai dai koma meye ne ta daura aniyar sai taga abinda ya turewa buzu nadi. Hakan da yake mata ba zai dameta ba, mijinta take so ba wani abu ba, zata jure komi don ganin ta dawo da sonta dake kokarin fita daga birnin zuciyarshi.
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Kwana biyu ta dauka mishi kafa don ta kara samun lokacin lalubo mafita, bata daina mishi girki ba kuma bata daina mishi rakiya ba don yanzu har gyaran dakinshi tana yi, ta dai daina shige mishi ne kamar yanda ta fara da. Su Al-Ameen sun samu hutun farkon zangon karatunsu, don haka yana gida tare da momynsa.
Yau ranar alhamis, tare suka shiga kicin suka yi abincin rana dashi, tana girki shi kuma yana zaune akan kujera yana mata hira tana kwasar dariya har ta gama suka fito suka zauna a falo, ta dora shi akan cinyarta suna ciyar da juna. Da suka gama ta dauke shi suka hau sama, underwears dinshi ta dauka da nata ta shiga toilet ta wanke su tas ta shanya, tana fitowa taga Al-Ameen na kwance akan gado yana wasa da wayarta, ta nufe shi tana murmushi tace baby bana hana ka yi mun game da waya ta ba? Oya bani nan. Yace mommy dan tsaya kadan in kashe boss. Ta tsaya tana kallonshi har ya kashe boss din ya shiga gida na gaba, ta hau kan gadon ta kamo shi tace wayo ko baby? To na gano ka bani waya ta, ni bansan yaushe ka koyi game dinnan ba wallahi duk ka hana caji ya dinga zama a wayata kwanan nan. Ya kyalkyale da dariya yace to dan tsaya in baki, ta sassauta rikon data mishi tana mika mishi hannu alamar ya bata, sauka yayi daga kan gadon ya fita daga dakin da gudu, ta diro itama ta bishi da er sassarfa tana masifar Al-Ameen yana nema ya maidata abokiyar wasan shi, sai dai sama da kasa Al-Ameen baya falon. Ta bude dakin daddyn shi ta shiga a karo na biyu don tasan lallai anan zai buya, tayi iya dubanta babu shi. Tunanin bayan gida inda yake wasa ya fado mata, ta bude kofar kenan zata fita idanunta suka sauka akan wardrobe data dan bude alamun an bude ta, tayi murmushi ta nufi wajen kai tsaye. Nan ma Al-Ameen baya nan, ta dan ja tsaki ta maida wardrobe din zata rufe, sai kuma ta dakata sakamakon wani abu data gani, cikin mamaki da tu'ajjibi ta kai hannu ta dauko abin tana jujjuyawa, ganin abun take kamar a mafarki.......
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Idanu a zare ta daga camera sama tana jujjuyata, tana da tabbacin ko da ace mutuwa zata yi ta farfado to ba zata taba mantawa da cameran nan ba. Tana nan a sabuwar ta yadda ta rasa ta kamar yau ne aka saye ta, ta kunna ta tana kallon hotunan ciki daya bayan daya, da videos tana playing dinsu. Zuciyarta cike take da mamaki mai tattare da rudani, tambayar kanta take a Ina Modibbo ya samu camerar nan? For how long yake tare da cameran?? Ta kula akwai wasu hotunan ta wanda ba ita da kanta ne ta dauke su ba, idan dai zata iya tunawa to kayan dake jikinta a cikin hoton kayan data saka ne a ranar da zasu koma Mumbai ita da Marwan a New Delhi, washegarin ranar data rasa camerar ta, to kuma gata a cikin dakin Modibbo, me ya kawo ta nan?? Cikin rawar jiki ta shiga bincikar kayan sawar shi tana fatali dasu, can hannunta ya lalubo wata er karamar na'ura mai kama da laptop, tayi saurin janyota ta bude, da kyar ta samu ta iya lalubo makunna ta latsa haske ya kawo, list kawai ta gani na kwanakin wata, cikin daurewar kai ta dinga scrolling down, idanunta suka tsaya cak akan kwanan watan 28 February na shekarar dubu biyu da daya, ta latsa ya kawo mata dogon layin rubutu ko paragraph babu;
"New Delhi, India.
A lokacin ina karatu a India, wani abokina Ramarao yayi suggesting akan in bishi garinsu New Delhi wajen gudanar da bikin Holi da suka saba yi a kowace shekara at first na nuna kin amincewa, daga baya yayi convincing dina na bishi. Tafiyar awowi ashirin da biyu ne daga Kolkatta inda nake karatu zuwa New Delhi a jirgin kasa, don haka ba karamar galabaita nayi ba kafin mu isa. Hakan yasa sai a washegari muka samu muka fita, muka zagaya gari sosai da wajajen tarihinsu duk da cewa ba a son raina muka yi yawon ba, bayan mun gama yawon Ramarao ya raka ni inda ya min masauki ya min sallama ya tafi, sai daya tafi ne na kula da makullin motar Abbanshi akan kujera, da sauri na sauka kasa ina nemanshi. A kasan hotel din mutane ne dankam suna ta kade-kade da raye-raye ana ta watsi da kaloli, kwata-kwata na rasa hanyar da zata fitar dani zuwa bakin titi inda yayi parking din motar shi. Ina cikin kutsawa cikin mutanen naji saukar wani abu akan kafafuna, a lokaci guda kuma naji munyi karo da wani. Wallahi a take naji wani mahaukacin sanyi na ratsa kasusuwa na, zuciyata ta dinga bugawa da sauri kamar zata tsaga kirjina ta fito wanda bansan dalilin hakan ba. Na dago da sauri da niyar ba wanda muka yi karon hakuri, kyakkyawar yarinyar data dauki hankalina a take itama ta bude bakin zata yi magana, sai kawai naga wani ya janye ta suna ta kutsawa ta cikin mutane yayin da budurwar tayi ta waige na, har suka bace bat ban kifta ido ba balle in motsa daga inda nake, daga can kuma sai na tuna abinda naji ya bugi kafana dazu, na duka na dauko camera. Koda na duba hotunan yarinyar ne birjik dana wani kyakkyawan ba'indiye, a idanuna sai naga sun yi mun kama sosai sai nayi zaton ko yayanta ne. Cikin sanyin jiki na samu na fita daga cikin Que din, sai ma muka ci karo da Ramarao ya dawo, ban samu na iya furta ko kalma daya ba kawai keys din na mika mishi na koma daki na nayi daidai akan gado ina jin yadda wasu irin zafafan abubuwa suke ratsa ko wata kofa ta jikina wadda jini ke bi a guje suna shigar min zuciya da karfi.
Abinda ban taba yarda dashi ba a rayuwata shine Love At First Sight, kai bama shi ba, ita kanta soyayyar a karan kanta ban bata wani muhimmanci ba duk da cewa I dated so many girls kafin in fara karatu, amma a lokacin dai bani da ko budurwa don sam babu tsarin soyayya a cikin raina, karatun zama cikakken likitan fata shine kadai a zuciya da kwalwa na. Don haka na dinga karyata kaina dake fada min cewa yau na fada a tarkon so, na dinga kokarin na cire tunanin yarinyar daga cikin raina sai dai hakan bai yiwu ba. A karo na farko a tarihin rayuwata dana kwana cikin wani irin shauki na wata azababbiyar soyayya da nake ta karyata kaina da cewa ba ita bace, wannan dare yazo min da wasu irin sauyuka a rayuwata wadanda ban taba zaton faruwar su a shekarun rayuwata da nake ciki ba a lokacin. Idanuna biyu ras aka kira sallar asubahi, bayan na gama sallar ne ma na samu wani wahalallen barci ya kwashe ni mai cike da mafarkan yarinyar. Wajen karfe goma sha daya na safe na fito daga dakin hotel din a shirye na tsab, sai dai fa babu wani kuzari ko karsashi a tare dani. Na tsaya ina kallon gari daga saman benen da nake, iska mai sanyi yana kwararowa yana ratsa jikina, na lumshe idanuna for some seconds kafin na bude, nayi gam da katar idanuna suka sauka akan abinda na kwana na wuni ina tunani da mafarkin shi, cikin sauri na koma daki na dauko camerar ta da niyar in mayar mata na fito na sauka kasa. Lokacin dana sauka tana kofar wani shagon electronics tana wasa da furanni dake kofar shagon, sai na samu kaina da labewa ina daukarta hoto da cameran nata, daidai lokacin da nayi niyar zuwa wajenta, lokacin ne naga the same gayen nan na jiya ya nufo ta, ta juya tana kallonshi tana murmushi, sai na tsaya don in ga abinda zai faru. Ya iso ya rungumeta tsam a jikinshi yana rada mata abu a kunne, ita kuma ta nutsa kanta a kirjinshi tana sakin wata sansanyar dariya. Yanayinsu a lokacin yafi kama dana masoya ba wai 'wa' da 'kanwa' kamar yanda nayi zato jiya ba. Sai naji na kasa ko daga kafana bare in karasa inda suke, ta gabana suka bi suka wuce ni, daga baya na naji sun hadu da wasu en mata da nike zaton ko kawayen budurwar, suka gaisa suna tambayarta ashe da gaske Super star Marwan Khan shine wanda ta aura?? Ita kuma ta amsa musu da ehh. Suka masu fatan alkhairi suka yi musayar lambar waya suka rabu. Ban san iya adadi lokutan dana dauka a tsaye a wajen ba, da kyar na samu na lallashi zuciya ta na koma daki, zuciyata na gaya min cewa na manta da ita tunda matar aure ce. Sai dai me? Har na wayi gari tunanin yarinyar yaki fita daga raina sai ma karuwa da yayi. Daga nan nayi concluding din cewa I've fallen in love with a married woman!, for the very first time dana fara dora idona a kanta. Innalillahi Wa Inna Ilaihi Raji'un!! Wace irin masifa ce take bibiyata haka?? A ranar na azalzali Ramarao sai da muka koma Kolkatta don a tunanina ko zamana anan din ne ke kara hura min wutar dake ruruwa a cikin raina sai dai me? Masifar sai tafi ta'azzara acan, sakan daya bai taba wucewa ba tare da yarinyar ta fado min a rai ba. Sai na fara tsoron kaina, ko dai aljana ce kawai take son bude min ido? Wannan tunani shi ya danyi encouraging dina na fara manta ta, sai dai lokaci zuwa lokaci takan fado min a rai. A haka dai muka gama service dinmu na dawo gida Kano inda ba tare da bata lokaci ba na fara aiki da asibitin Malam Aminu Kano. Saboda yarinyar nan ne na daina ganin ko wace ya mace da gashi, ya zama ko wace Mace ina kallonta ne a namiji kamar ni sai basa birge ni basa bani sha'awa ,bana muradin kasancewa dasu ko kadan, yarinyar nan dai ita daya, ita nake sha'awa da so. Na cinye shekaru uku curr a cikin wannan hali, da kaina na hakura da ita don kuwa na tabbata zuwa lokacin ba zan same ta ba. Kwatsam na tsinci labarin mutuwar dan wasan kwaikwayo Marwan Khan a medias, takanas na dauki kafa har India wajen ganin matar shi, sai dai a cikin matan sa biyu da aka nuna min babu mai kama da yarinyar nan, na dawo Kano jiki a sanyaye. Ba a dai jima ba aka kawo mana wata er aiki wadda ta dinga min yanayi da yarinyar nan, shi yasa na tsani ko da ganinta ne don kuwa tana tuno min da yarinyar nan. Ashe without my knowing, she is the same girl. Ranar da naji ashe itace wadda zan aura, nayi farin ciki marar misaltuwa. Sai dai Ameenah bata so na, amma nayi alkawarin zan koya mata yadda zata so no. Kai koda ba zata so ni ba, zan zauna da ita a hakan cikin kiyayyar da take min, I wouldn't mind because I soooo much love her, bhohhot!!".
Ai kafin ta gama hawaye sun jika mata gaban riga, kuka take yi sosai da karfinta, ta dinga bin sakonnin da yake fayyace son da yake mata da wasu incidents da dama da suka faru a tsakaninsu, daga karshe dai sai ta rungume er na'urar a kirjinta tana kuka mai tsuma zuciya, kuka mai nuna tsananin kauna ga Modibbo da tarin nadamar irin abubuwan data dinga mishi. Dama so irin wannan ya kanyi existing a wannan duniyar? Wacece ita? Wacece ita to deserve such love and emotions?? Tasan Modibbo yana sonta, amma ko kadan bata taba kawowa ranta cewa son da yake yi mata has gone to that extent so far ba. Idanunta suka lalubo wani album a can kasan wardrobe din, ta dauko shi da sauri ta bude. Wani katon hoton ta ne ya bayyana wanda ya dauke shi a washegarin ranar da suka hadu, tana tsaye ta harde hannu a kirji tana murmushi, hoton yayi matukar yin kyau, a can kasan hoton anyi rubutu da manyan kananan alphabets boldly;
*'Since I first set my eyes on you, I felt 1000 Walts of power electrifying me, I felt like I come to earth just because of u. I loved you by then, and I still love u now.... Ameenah! My Life!!'*
Bata san lokacin da dariya ta kubuce mata ba, ji tayi kamar shine da bakinsa yake fada mata maganar. Yayin da a gefe guda tsaftacciyar soyayyar Abdul-Rasheed ke kara ratsa ko wacce gaba ta jikinta, tana jin kamar ta janyo lokacin dawowarsa daga aiki yayi ta fada masa itama tana son sa, ta fada masa abinda yake jiran ji daga bakinta. Haka ta wanzu a dakin for a very long time tana ta kallon hotunanta da karanta siririn zuciyar AbdulRasheed-Modibbo, sai data ga lokaci ya ja sosai sannan ta tashi ta mayar da komi inda yake ta fita daga dakin ta koma nata. Akan carpet ta tadda Al-Ameen yana barci, tayi murmushi tare da daukarshi ta aza akan gado ta bashi sumba a goshi, ta dago tana kallonshi, can kuma ta shafa lallausar sumar kanshi ta furta kalmar 'Thanks Al-Ameen!' cikin murya kamar wadda take yin rada.
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Karfe biyar na yamma ya dawo daga wajen aiki, lab coat dinshi rataye a kafadarshi yayin da ya rike briefcase dinshi a daya hannun. Gidan shiru babu motsin Al-Ameen bare na Ameenah, ya tsaya a saitin kofar dakinta kamar zai shiga sai kuma ya fasa, ya bude kofar dakinshi ya shiga. Kokarin cire kaya ya fara yi, yana so yayi wanka ya kai Al-Ameen gida wajen su Hauwa ya musu hutu don sun dame shi daya kai musu shi ko kuma ya kawo su gidan shi, shi kuma yafi so ya dauke Al-Ameen din daga gidan saboda yana so su zama daga shi sai Ameenah a gidan ayi ta ta kare a tsakaninsu, ya kula bata da niyar sauke girman kanta ta fada mishi tana son shi while shi kuma ya gaji da zaman jiran gawon shanu, shi yasa tun a yau ya dauko hutun shekarar shi don yayi alkawarin dole a cikin satin nan sai sun shirya da Ameenatu.
Yana kokarin 6alle botiran shirts dinshi bayan ya fito daga wanka, yaji wasu tausasan hannuwa sun ratsa fatar kirjinshi an rungumoshi ta baya, wani sansanyan kamshi mai matukar tausasa zuciya ya dinga sirarowa yana shigar mishi ta hanci, cikin wani irin salo ta fara shafar ilahirin fatar kirjinshi tana dan matsawa a hankali, take tsigar jikinshi ta fara tashi sosai, hankalin shi yayi mugun tashi. Da karfi kuma cikin sauri ya lumshe idanuwanshi yana sakin wani irin wahalallen numfashi.
Ta kai bakinta wuyanshi tana mishi magana cikin muryar rada wanda hakan ya assasa mishi wani irin rawar jiki na babu gaira babu dalili., "So.... For all this long time u were just pretending, showing dat u didn't love me koh??"
Ya daga baki da niyar yin magana sai dai maganar ta gagara fitowa, ta kara nutsa yatsunta a ramin cibiyar shi tace "hmmm? Say it, u don't like me ryt??" sakon da take isar mishi a sassan jikinshi sako ne mai girma wanda ya fara kokarin fitar dashi daga cikin hayyacinsa. Ya dauko wata in-ina da kyar "ah... I don't... I mean kema ai baki sona!" tace shi yasa kaima ka dinga nunawa kamar baka sona? Ya gyada kai, sai kuma ya girgiza da sauri yace nima ai ba sonki nake yi ba Ameenah! Ta saki wata er sassanyar darinya, "ohh really??" ya daure ya gyada kai da kyar. Ta nuno mishi cameran hannunta, "idan baka sona then..., me ya kawo wannan abin cikin kayanka?? A iya sani na tawa ce!!" ya zaro idanu sosai yana kallon cameran, how on earth?? Tace shhh!! Ta sake shi ta zagaya ta gaban shi suna fuskantar juna, kwalla ta ciko idanunta sosai, tace cikin rawar murya irin ta mai son kecewa da kuka, "ka so ni so irin wanda ban taba jin an yiwa wani mahaluki irin sa a duniya ba, ka so ni a lokacin dana nuna bani da wani makiyi sai kai a duniyar nan, na nuna maka kiyayya, na ci mutuncin ka, na tozarta ka, na fada maka bakaken maganganu but still.... Ka cigaba da sona a hakan, me yasa? Me yasa kake sona da yawa har haka??" hawayen idanunta suka fara gangarowa akan kumatunta, yayi saurin sa yatsa ya yana goge mata kwallar, amma shima nashi idanun kwalla ce ta taru tana shirin zubowa. Ba zato yaji ta afka kirjinshi ta rungume shi, runguma mai karfi. Yayi kasake idanu a zare yana son ya gaskata abin da yaji, kuka ta fashe dashi sosai, da kyar ya iya tattaro nutsuwar shi yayin da kwallar idanunshi ta gangaro akan kumatun shi, ya fara shafa gashin kanta a hankali cikin sigar lallashi. "shhh, it's okay Ameenah.... It's okay....!!" shi yake fada mata a kunne cikin sigar lallashi, ta shiga girgiza kanta, "ka yafe min Modibbo... Ban yiwa soyayyar ka adalci ba...." yayi saurin toshe mata baki da hannunshi, "Ameenah! Ki daina fadin haka, you didn't do anything wrong, kai koda ma ace kinyi ni ban dauke shi a bakin komi ba, wallahi ban ji haushi ba. I'm glad that kin fahimci irin son da nake miki Ameenah, wannan farin ciki ya wanke duk wata damuwa dake cikin raina wallahi. Nagode sosai Ameenah.... Nagode!".
Ta kara kankame shi sosai tana sakin wani kukan, "kai wane irin mutum ne Modibbo? Wane irin so kake yi min?" ya girgiza kai, "ban sani ba Ameenah, ni dai kawai nasan ina yi miki tsananin so wanda bansan iyakacinsa ba Ameenah. I soo much love you, kece dai ban sani ba??" ta boye fuskarta a kirjinshi tana murmushin jin dadin maganganun shi, yace ba zaki yi magana ba iye? Say something?! Ta dago daga gare shi ta dan ja baya tana kallon tsakiyar idanunshi, tace "Ina Sonka Modibbo, Ina Sonka, Ina Qaunar ka, Ina Son....!!!" bai bari ta karasa ba ya janyota da sauri ya hade bakinshi da nata, suka yi wani kiss na dan lokaci kafin ya maidata kirjinshi ya rungumeta kamm kamar zai karya mata kasusuwa, sai daya ji ta fara fitar da numfashi da kyar tukuna ya sarara mata ya dan sassauta rikon. "At last! At last!! Finally..... Alhamdulillah!!!!" abinda yayi ta nanatawa kenan ya kasa magana kwakkwara......
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